work on himself. I don’t even know why I’m posting this, other than to get it out. And possibly see if anyone has any advice or suggestions on what I need to do. I’m lost.

because I feel like I’m abandoning him while he’s struggling with his mental health and not doing what I vowed to do as his wife and stay by him “better or worse”. But I can’t keep letting my own mental health go to shit just so I don’t feel guilty for abandoning someone who isn’t even trying to

Yeah, he actually said that. I think that was the absolute breaking point for me. How the fuck can you say you love someone, but then say “fuck their mental health/mental bullshit”. I could NEVER!! I have tried to be patient and understanding and have honestly felt like shit for wanting to leave him

drained from taking care of everyone and everything while he does fuck all and has the nerve to act like he fucking works for what he makes while everyone else lays around. I do more than he does, I just don’t get paid. I get to hear about how horrible I am. And apparently fuck my mental health too.

was speaking horribly about me. Blaming me for all of it. Apparently the car and all the issues is my fault because I’m not working and won’t “do what he says” and I “ignore him” when he asks for help as far as bringing in income. Like I wouldn’t actually like to have some kind of job. Like I’m not

And we got into another fight last night. And he was pissy this morning and took it out on me. Again.

I’m not about to lose my kids because of this dumbass, but I literally don’t know what to do right now.