become harder and harder to see

then i'll do it.

i dont want that to happen, i dont want them to get the same amount of crap I got,

i want them to have fun
i want them to be able to safety make new friends without the fear of my presence ruining anything.

i want them to have a future online
and if it takes me leaving to do that,
even if it hurts

that mistake will haunt you forever,
untill you leave.

and i'm scared that the friends i've made,

are going to get dragged down with me all because i was scared to be alone.