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@lacelulu.bsky.social
Alt/ Idk I just got a lot in this pea brain of mine.
I literally can’t afford living atp lol. And I still owe my dentist 300 on top of the 3k I’m about to owe them. Put me out of my misery bc I’m tired of it 😛🤩😵💫🤧😗✌️
November 6, 2025 at 4:16 PM
I literally can’t afford living atp lol. And I still owe my dentist 300 on top of the 3k I’m about to owe them. Put me out of my misery bc I’m tired of it 😛🤩😵💫🤧😗✌️
I’m so doomed for life. Ow ow ow. I’m tired of physically feeling my heart ache all the time now.
October 22, 2025 at 11:37 AM
I’m so doomed for life. Ow ow ow. I’m tired of physically feeling my heart ache all the time now.
I miss when people didn’t constantly give me bad vibes and an ache in my heart. I need to take that as my sign
October 21, 2025 at 11:22 AM
I miss when people didn’t constantly give me bad vibes and an ache in my heart. I need to take that as my sign
Can’t even eat my peanut butter crackers without thinking about him. Istg he’s everywhere… but not…
October 19, 2025 at 2:15 AM
Can’t even eat my peanut butter crackers without thinking about him. Istg he’s everywhere… but not…
I think next month I might deactivate for a bit. I really need to focus on me and only me…. And the sake of my possible future husband which is why I need to lock the fuck in and make all the right choices.
October 18, 2025 at 1:38 AM
I think next month I might deactivate for a bit. I really need to focus on me and only me…. And the sake of my possible future husband which is why I need to lock the fuck in and make all the right choices.
I’m having such an odd day :// like I can’t stop crying idk. I just feel so defeated on everything. Every time I think I have a planned figured out something happens setting me 5 steps back. I feel like I can’t get anywhere. I’m literally so tired I just want my life back bruh. Like idk
October 17, 2025 at 7:17 PM
I’m having such an odd day :// like I can’t stop crying idk. I just feel so defeated on everything. Every time I think I have a planned figured out something happens setting me 5 steps back. I feel like I can’t get anywhere. I’m literally so tired I just want my life back bruh. Like idk
It’s time to yearn.
a girl with a tattoo of a flower on her arm looks at the ocean
Alt: Nana looking off holding her shoulders while the water moves in the back
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October 16, 2025 at 7:18 PM
It’s time to yearn.
At the end of the day tho no matter what I’ll always be so glad i did meet that one mf on x.
Like even if something happens between us I can never hate him. I thank him endlessly for pushing me out of my 5 year delusion + making me realize all the stuff that happened in my relationship wasn’t okay
Like even if something happens between us I can never hate him. I thank him endlessly for pushing me out of my 5 year delusion + making me realize all the stuff that happened in my relationship wasn’t okay
October 16, 2025 at 12:12 PM
At the end of the day tho no matter what I’ll always be so glad i did meet that one mf on x.
Like even if something happens between us I can never hate him. I thank him endlessly for pushing me out of my 5 year delusion + making me realize all the stuff that happened in my relationship wasn’t okay
Like even if something happens between us I can never hate him. I thank him endlessly for pushing me out of my 5 year delusion + making me realize all the stuff that happened in my relationship wasn’t okay
Ik I shouldn’t care (I don’t but just agitated by it tbh) but it’s aggravating how,, it doesn’t matter how big or small of a relationship you were in, a man is gonna immediately go chasing after like 50 different girls. Half of them being ones he couldn’t let go of the entire relationship.
October 16, 2025 at 11:58 AM
Ik I shouldn’t care (I don’t but just agitated by it tbh) but it’s aggravating how,, it doesn’t matter how big or small of a relationship you were in, a man is gonna immediately go chasing after like 50 different girls. Half of them being ones he couldn’t let go of the entire relationship.
No thoughts just him… just that precious ass man again. I’m doomed
a girl in a white shirt with her hands on her hips is smiling
Alt: Howl aka what I hope is my future husband
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October 15, 2025 at 4:30 AM
No thoughts just him… just that precious ass man again. I’m doomed
Duh fuck this supposed to mean?
October 14, 2025 at 2:25 AM
Duh fuck this supposed to mean?
Me when he.. me when he… LAWDDD GRRR
October 13, 2025 at 2:46 AM
Me when he.. me when he… LAWDDD GRRR
I wanna send him a cute pic of me 🙈 👀 but idk idk idk if he’s worthy
October 11, 2025 at 2:53 AM
I wanna send him a cute pic of me 🙈 👀 but idk idk idk if he’s worthy
I might do my makeup tomorrow night I need like a pick me up and I don’t have enough sake rn for that
September 26, 2025 at 12:24 AM
I might do my makeup tomorrow night I need like a pick me up and I don’t have enough sake rn for that
Bruh idk why that joint smacked so hard. Like it had the kief stuff around it but still. They usually don’t hit me THATTT hard. 😩
September 23, 2025 at 3:58 AM
Bruh idk why that joint smacked so hard. Like it had the kief stuff around it but still. They usually don’t hit me THATTT hard. 😩
I did nawt plan on getting this high lmfao
September 23, 2025 at 1:35 AM
I did nawt plan on getting this high lmfao
Trying to not think about him trying to not think about him. BUT WOOO NEW MUSIC
Paradise by Their Dogs Were Astronauts on Apple Music
Song · 2025 · Duration 5:24
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September 22, 2025 at 4:48 PM
Trying to not think about him trying to not think about him. BUT WOOO NEW MUSIC
Bruh I wanna do this so bad but ik my chances are 0% plus I CANNOT do public speaking. But this is calling my name 😫😞 sigh. I also just miss going to the penitentiary ngl.
September 22, 2025 at 1:40 PM
Bruh I wanna do this so bad but ik my chances are 0% plus I CANNOT do public speaking. But this is calling my name 😫😞 sigh. I also just miss going to the penitentiary ngl.
Fighting the urge. Resisting. TRYING SO HARD NOT TO. But I want to. But I shouldn’t. But I want to. Why do I overthink everything? It’s not even that big of a deal. NO. FUCK. Okay but like what if? But also what if??? Decisions decisions.
Okay this is what it’s like to be inside my head I guess.
Okay this is what it’s like to be inside my head I guess.
September 21, 2025 at 6:05 PM
Fighting the urge. Resisting. TRYING SO HARD NOT TO. But I want to. But I shouldn’t. But I want to. Why do I overthink everything? It’s not even that big of a deal. NO. FUCK. Okay but like what if? But also what if??? Decisions decisions.
Okay this is what it’s like to be inside my head I guess.
Okay this is what it’s like to be inside my head I guess.
Over think over tink over think over tink tink tink tink my brain go tink.
September 21, 2025 at 3:04 PM
Over think over tink over think over tink tink tink tink my brain go tink.
I hate it when I’m hungry but I lose appetite bc I’m so hungry I feel sick blah
September 21, 2025 at 2:28 PM
I hate it when I’m hungry but I lose appetite bc I’m so hungry I feel sick blah
I’m kid free tonight. I can’t wait to walk into my kitchen for a snack and not have to sneak around 😭💀
September 19, 2025 at 9:16 PM
I’m kid free tonight. I can’t wait to walk into my kitchen for a snack and not have to sneak around 😭💀
I hate it when people constantly judge others for a situation they’ve never even been in. Actually I hate it when people judge in general.
September 19, 2025 at 9:06 PM
I hate it when people constantly judge others for a situation they’ve never even been in. Actually I hate it when people judge in general.
Ngl I can’t listen to this song the same. All I can think about is being in HS and working on set design. Constantly screaming “EXIT SCEEENE CLOSED CURTAINSSSS WAITTTT” every time I had to practice when to close the curtains… 😭😔
Romance (feat. Gost) by Blanket on Apple Music
Song · 2021 · Duration 5:21
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September 19, 2025 at 5:57 PM
Ngl I can’t listen to this song the same. All I can think about is being in HS and working on set design. Constantly screaming “EXIT SCEEENE CLOSED CURTAINSSSS WAITTTT” every time I had to practice when to close the curtains… 😭😔
Found this old pic of my cat. Enjoy.
September 18, 2025 at 2:49 PM
Found this old pic of my cat. Enjoy.