i'm SORRY not gay... a never ending hankerchief ilu diva

that makes a lot of sense. i did that with improv, which was fun except the actual improv was hell for my autism. it's nice to have a role in a team with a clear goal. what kind of music, if you don't mind my asking?

i'm not trying to give advice to the op. only ever giving advice to a younger version of myself.

it is pretty miserable though. i think what sucks sometimes is that being with people who do have good empathy and theory of mind is comforting. it's comforting to be understood. some of the scariest people i know are unaware they're on the spectrum.

i don't know. the best thing to do as an autist is to try hard anyway to get along with people, even though you might get bullied. you just have to let go of the shame.