Lady Tehilah 🏴‍☠️
@ladytehilah.bsky.social
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Trigger Warning: I say controversial things. I'm Elder High Priestess of the Coven of the Open Mind, a Cloud Architect, Web Designer, Speech Writer, and Author. https://ladyfirewind.com https://youtube.com/c/covenoftheopenmind
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ladytehilah.bsky.social
And that is how Mind Control works, that's how they do it. All I can do is state it openly and hope others see this and understand propaganda and brainwashing better and are better able to fight it for themselves. There is no hope for me to fight it. Maybe I can give others hope instead. Blessed be.
ladytehilah.bsky.social
I never care about delusions, like if it's not grounded wholly in reality, I can't with it. It's so hard for me to remain sane otherwise. I'm like, a delicate balance of crazy extremes lol anyway, I am starting to hate homeless people. And I hate that. I wish I could stop it, but I don't know how.
ladytehilah.bsky.social
I know I am strong haha I am a force of nature. Absolutely most people inside of my body would be dead by now. I am allergic to existing lol people think I am arrogant for saying this type of thing too. I never care what people think about me, they think all kinds of dumb shit. Maybe that hurts me.
ladytehilah.bsky.social
Idk, I am a massive bitch lol it's probably my own fault.
ladytehilah.bsky.social
Sorry if I am just piling this onto you. People are so rarely nice to me on here lol this isn't your problem. Don't worry about it. I am fine and wholly functional and always will be. I just won't be opening my home to anyone for a while, and low key, they are succeeding in radicalizing me
ladytehilah.bsky.social
I had a major traumatic thing happen last fall involving psychiatrists, and I am so divergent I can't exist in society, so I don't really want to try to find a therapist considering. Honestly, I am a really broken person. I'm not afraid to admit it, people are suspicious of that too. 🥺🥺
ladytehilah.bsky.social
And I keep opening my home and my life to people thinking that if I just take care of all their basic needs, they will become awesome and whole again, and it keeps not happening. Instead, they take pieces out of me and leave. I just can't go on like this. Maybe I do need a therapist, honestly.
ladytehilah.bsky.social
My network of support involves people who also manipulate me. That's how bad I am at finding people who are not manipulative
ladytehilah.bsky.social
I am in survival mode haha that's very astute. People on here low key hate me. They'll call you names just for being nice to me. I don't know what they want me to do, though, but try to learn and get back on track when darkness rises up inside me. I am so open and honest; they still call me a liar.
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ladytehilah.bsky.social
You cannot control anything. The more you try, the less control you have. Will humans learn this before they go extinct? Find out now, in this season of Earth: We're All Going to Die
ladytehilah.bsky.social
You cannot control anything. The more you try, the less control you have. Will humans learn this before they go extinct? Find out now, in this season of Earth: We're All Going to Die
ladytehilah.bsky.social
Yes, but even the smart ones can fall for it. I am falling for it again. On another thread, I am desperately spilling the misdirected trauma they're using to pit me against homeless people. Being aware of it doesn't stop it, which is insane to me. I am so easily brainwashed as a RAMCOA survivor 😢
ladytehilah.bsky.social
I mean, Israel basically owns the US government and has for decades
ladytehilah.bsky.social
All around all the time, everyone WANTS me to be brainwashed into hating homeless people if it means I shut up about the valid points they use to get inside me. It's absolutely insane. There is no way to undo programming but open, honest communication with outside parties.
ladytehilah.bsky.social
I did not used to feel this way at all. I am rapidly becoming a person who hears news that homelessness is illegal and persecuted and thinking "good". It's horrible. The only way out of it is to state it out loud and deal with it, which on BlueSky, people vilify you for that. It's all Madness.
ladytehilah.bsky.social
I mean, I am of the mind that narcissists deserve something far worse and cannot be helped. I used to try to help them. I have rehabilitated so many animals of so many things, and I simply cannot help a narcissist. Dr. Ramani believes recovery is not possible, I am pretty sure. I agree with her now.
ladytehilah.bsky.social
Then this guy who also left that cult, and really used them to get to me, stalked me and probably is still reading this. I was completely convinced I wanted to be his abuse victim, and that I thought the cycles of punishment were hot. I'm a RAMCOA survivor, so it's realy hard for me to avoid abuse.
ladytehilah.bsky.social
No it's not one bad encounter. That's the issue. In the past 3 years, I have almost been abducted by an ex-neighbor. I was followed around a store on a separate occasion by someone else. I fell into a cult and then was dragged out of it by narcs who proceeded to abuse me, and I almost died 5 times.
ladytehilah.bsky.social
Great definition of mind control. I love this!
sarkisz.bsky.social
Yeah PR is rebranded propaganda using psychological techniques to implant new desires in people. But I think there's a distinction to be made between influence and control. The latter generally requiring you to break someone down psychologically through long term abuse.
ladytehilah.bsky.social
People grew up with this fear, we were exposed to Holocaust museums from a young age. I mean, we were basically conditioned to Zionism from the Millenial generation on. It absolutely is widespread abuse that spans decades. I think your definition is good, I am adopting it! And it fits here.
ladytehilah.bsky.social
Ok, fair enough. I would argue that the use of Fear as a factor in politics is widespread societal abuse, though, and that is has been long-term. I grew up afraid Muslims would bomb me, for instance, a bias I still haven't totally shaken (but that's because of the strong sexism in their cultures)
ladytehilah.bsky.social
we can be trained like any animal. I am an intelligent highly aware person, who knew what was happening consciously. And it still didn't change anything!
ladytehilah.bsky.social
I'm telling you how I am being radicalized. Just because I am aware of it, doesn't change anything. I also knew what was happening when I was brainwashed by my ex-stalker who'd probably murder me. I almost went to him, too. And I knew it was happening, and it changed nothing. Humans are animals,
ladytehilah.bsky.social
problems now. I can't bring her here after what just happened with my ex friend. I used to trust people, really. I just can't anymore. People suck. Lately, I've been having darker thoughts even, that the world would be better off ending because of how shitty people are. It's a very dark place.
ladytehilah.bsky.social
I mean, I work from home. I have 3 auto immunes, and my health is very poor, but improving since they finally diagnosed me. Still, I can't trust her. We live so far away from civilization, without a car, she'd depend on my completely. We have 3 small kids, it's just like, I have to assume she has