Crush can be a boy or a curator or an institution. Crush is anyone and anything you want to be seen by, loved by

And what’s wild is how we can know this wisdom, we have it, we’ve successfully used it before. And yet somehow we forget, it gets wiped from our mind and we have to find the way there alllll over again.

Seeing this right after watching bones and all makes me feel like what you’re saying is very normal. You’re fine.