Thank you, that makes me happy to hear that despite the seldom moments I do interact with people. I will endeavour to do it more

I’m doing my best to work on it, but sometimes I forgor and I always feel awful about it

I appreciate that, really.

I’m terrible at reaching out, because I always feel as though I’m being annoying or that my intrusion is not at all good time. I have this habit where if I forget to reply for a day, I’ll just let it simmer and assume the other party dislikes me for not continuing

I've found that I'm happier without labels altogether. I like what I like, even if there's a tag for it I don't think *I* need it. Especially with my flavor of bisexuality which is "65:35 ratio of woman:man preference", it'll take too long to list the details

I’ll be sure to do that if these thoughts pop up again (they will)

I guess the thing that’s been bothering me is that I never it any thought in my youth, nor did I really… come off as though it’d be the case for me?

I’ve never really been unhappy or dysphoric with the way I am now, but sometimes I feel like I can be… happier another way? Idk if that makes sense

or the safe environment to do so. But, when I do... Maybe then I'll figure out if it's just a phase or not.

It's too hot here for me to start experimenting with clothes and whatnot, but when the weather gets cooler here I wanna start trying like... fall/winter outfits, both male and female.
Trousers and coat one day, skirt and cardigan another. I've always been curious, but I've never had the confidence >

> me as the same person they've known me as for many years. My fears and doubts already weigh me down, and I start to worry if they'll echo those doubts back to me. I know the logical thing is "just tell them and if they disagree, fuck 'em" but it's not that easy for someone like me. >

> different clothes and simply presenting myself differently just for the feeling.

My whole online presence is anonymity and neutral, to let people perceive me in any way. Sometimes I wonder if I should bring that to reality too.
It's hard to bring up to those around me, though, because they know >

> that I began... questioning myself? And then the doubt plagues me of "why have you only started thinking about it now" "Are you having these thoughts just to fit in to those around you"

I'm not sure if I swing one way or the other in terms of gender, but I've always been curious about wearing >