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larry-dammit.bsky.social
(non-mutuals dni) sad carrie hours 🥀🥀
@larry-dammit.bsky.social
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-suicide
-self harm
-disordered eating
-violent thoughts
-obsessive behavior
-stalking
-paranoia/psychosis
-parental abuse
-sexual trauma
none of which are glorified
just about anything and everything that warrants a tw actually
why is ed like that pls be normal vro 🥀
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January 26, 2026 at 5:14 AM
“cluster bs are evil” discourse has fucked me up irreversibly i will never not hate myself for mentally or emotionally deteriorating because someone doesn’t acknowledge me or pay attention to me
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January 26, 2026 at 12:53 AM
my head and eyeball hurt so bad I really really hope I didn’t like severely fuck up my whole head just by vomiting
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January 25, 2026 at 7:02 AM
you ever throw up while wearing a binder. fucking torture would not recommend
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January 25, 2026 at 3:40 AM
the burst blood vessels around my eye make me look how i did when i was methed out and it’s kind of fucking with me
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January 25, 2026 at 3:35 AM
i think cassette really took one for the team earlier, earlier was weirdly stressful
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January 25, 2026 at 2:55 AM
noose on my ceiling
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January 24, 2026 at 3:29 PM
i can’t help but think of her whenever i feel scared or sad and of course that almost instantly makes me feel better i am an actual baby ougggh
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January 24, 2026 at 1:47 PM
when I feel pain from an accidental injury or a chronic pain flare up I don’t want to sh anymore
which probably isn’t that crazy but it’s sort of interesting to me
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January 24, 2026 at 5:33 AM
why am i fucking mourning someone i like not being on bluesky anymore I still have their discord I can still talk to them at any time yet i feel devistated what the fuck I’m so fucking chronically online someone needs to kill me
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a cartoon character says " intense sobbing " in front of a bed
ALT: a cartoon character says " intense sobbing " in front of a bed
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January 23, 2026 at 2:49 PM
you should kill me
any of you
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January 23, 2026 at 6:55 AM
Why couldn’t I have just
Been normal
Earlier
Then I could just talk and be normal instead of crying and screaming over how much I regret not talking
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January 23, 2026 at 6:52 AM
I think I still can’t fully comprehend the idea of someone loving me
Normally
Not out of obsession or a need to hoard me but because they actually like me
I don’t know how to cope with that
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January 23, 2026 at 6:45 AM
Sometimes I think about how cool it would be to have a roommate and sometimes im inconsolably sobbing at 11:42 pm and grateful nobody can see me
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January 23, 2026 at 6:42 AM
I thought I was better
Why does better mean still suicidal
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January 23, 2026 at 6:20 AM
I don’t even want to kill myself I want someone to kill me
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January 23, 2026 at 6:10 AM
Of course the minute I stop screaming involuntarily I need to scream more than ever
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January 23, 2026 at 6:03 AM
I’m probably in danger if the idea of relapsing is the most fun and fulfilling thing I can think of right now
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January 23, 2026 at 5:55 AM
I wish they put me in a mental hospital when they had the opportunity but nooooope my grades mattered more than whether or not I tried to kill myself so many times to the point I can never ever recover psychologically
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January 23, 2026 at 5:42 AM
my faith that things can get better is dying a little every day
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January 23, 2026 at 5:36 AM
I always feel so little when I get sad or upset I hate it
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January 23, 2026 at 5:12 AM
cass stop being insecure about their gender challenge
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January 22, 2026 at 5:07 AM
I have GOT to turn gayer
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January 20, 2026 at 7:41 PM
is this mania am i manic rn
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January 20, 2026 at 5:42 AM
Normal Girl Hours
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January 20, 2026 at 5:37 AM