I’m so sorry. I feel like it’s a totally valid way to feel and I’m so sorry you’re feeling so hurt. I wish I was more articulate and I had the words to tell you how great your writing is and what an impact it’s had on me. I wish I could find a way to share that with you ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Fuck yeah!! 💪💥💥💅🩷

That’s not nothing. If your brain wants to go screwy and say no one likes you then remind it that it seems unlikely people would travel out of state to spend time with you if they didn’t love and value your friendship and enjoy what you create.

Maybe having a clearer picture would help you put what you do have in perspective when you hold them up side by side? Like, if it’s more positive fandom interactions asking how much you need to feel good? 😢 like didn’t you just take a trip to LA with rice friends? Maybe reminding yourself

Well, the fandom is kinda awful rn so fuck them kids. But out of curiosity what would a good fandom experience look like for you right now? Like, maybe a good decompression exercise would be to ask how many fandom friends or how many more comments would make it feel less negative?

I’m so sorry. I can tell that what ever’s happening is painful for you. It pains me to see that you’re hurting in this way bc the way you’re perceiving the value of what you’ve created and the ACTUAL value of your art is like night and day. I wish I had some comfort to offer.

🥺🥺🥺🥺 I feel like an asshole now bc I never save fics and I knew I should have. Would you feel comfortable sharing a google doc with the ones you hid?

For gods fucking sake don’t!!! Do!!! That!!!! Like oh my god! This would literally be the burning of the library of Alexandria of fic for me. Your stuff is fucking amazing??? And gallows bird literally was the only thing I wanted to read during the worst month of my life?? 😭😭❤️

Omg??