yeah it felt good 😭 i still don’t have a proper journal i can’t find one i actually like :( im
going to look for one tomorrow hehe

light yagami shit is so serious

it’s like being possessed ngl it’s fun to witness

my

sorry i gotta get it outta my system it’s like detox

the way i would never

;)

show me

smth shifted i don’t like the thoughts ive been having what is this. STOP THIBKING ABOUT HIM!!!!

for*

childe will forever be the boy who fell into the depths of the earth, the delinquent which emerged, the monster which became a weapon.

but ajax sits quietly into the depths of his heart, eyes wide with curiosity as he observes the faint glow of amber seeping within cracks. maybe that’s enough.

warm hands cradle his face. suddenly ajax is at home, bundled in blankets and drinking hot chocolate in front of the fireplace. he’s safe, he’s untainted. tears brim at the corners of his eyes, and zhongli kisses each and every single one of them away.

zhongli chuckles softly, and there’s a heaviness in hischest he doesn’t recognize. it seizes his heart, wraps around it and squeezes. instead of blood tainted from the abyss, now flows gold.