There is a difference between uploading works influenced by your mental health to the public and directly responding to fans. One-on-one engagements are not the same.

Talk to "anyone" directly perhaps. I have DID too. my disorder impacts how I work as I work with ppl who can directly trigger my trauma. you can appreciate your old art without talking with obviously obsessive fans

Why do you still interact with "archivists"? Youve made it clear that you can't distance yourself enough to engage without trauma dumping onto strangers. Strangers who are young, put you on a pedestal, and will take every word you say to heart. These kids are not responsible for your mental health.