Lew
@lew-seafurr.bsky.social
take a step back, look at everything. you made this world, it’s your world, your life. do you really want to throw all that away to get back at someone who probably doesn’t remember you?
December 21, 2025 at 1:23 AM
take a step back, look at everything. you made this world, it’s your world, your life. do you really want to throw all that away to get back at someone who probably doesn’t remember you?
I stop too much, I don’t follow through nearly enough
I need to just go into things head first and try to come out on my feet
I need to just go into things head first and try to come out on my feet
September 8, 2025 at 5:35 AM
I stop too much, I don’t follow through nearly enough
I need to just go into things head first and try to come out on my feet
I need to just go into things head first and try to come out on my feet
I just feel sad, nothing is really ‘wrong’ but I just feel sad. I need to keep going, I’ll get where I oughta be eventually.
September 8, 2025 at 5:34 AM
I just feel sad, nothing is really ‘wrong’ but I just feel sad. I need to keep going, I’ll get where I oughta be eventually.
sometimes when people make me feel unwanted I kind of just emotionally detach from them
like I cut out any of the sauce and be as dry as possible, knowing that it won’t fix anything idk why I’m petty like that but it’s just sort of like ‘you hurt me but I don’t want to say anything about it’
like I cut out any of the sauce and be as dry as possible, knowing that it won’t fix anything idk why I’m petty like that but it’s just sort of like ‘you hurt me but I don’t want to say anything about it’
September 1, 2025 at 7:24 AM
sometimes when people make me feel unwanted I kind of just emotionally detach from them
like I cut out any of the sauce and be as dry as possible, knowing that it won’t fix anything idk why I’m petty like that but it’s just sort of like ‘you hurt me but I don’t want to say anything about it’
like I cut out any of the sauce and be as dry as possible, knowing that it won’t fix anything idk why I’m petty like that but it’s just sort of like ‘you hurt me but I don’t want to say anything about it’
I wish I was just born right, maybe this would be easier if I were
August 16, 2025 at 4:54 AM
I wish I was just born right, maybe this would be easier if I were
he’s nice so it’s fine I guess
I’m just worried about like what if I say something gross or weird or something that’s normal to me is like scary to him that’s scary I don’t want him to think I’m weird again
I’m just worried about like what if I say something gross or weird or something that’s normal to me is like scary to him that’s scary I don’t want him to think I’m weird again
August 16, 2025 at 4:42 AM
he’s nice so it’s fine I guess
I’m just worried about like what if I say something gross or weird or something that’s normal to me is like scary to him that’s scary I don’t want him to think I’m weird again
I’m just worried about like what if I say something gross or weird or something that’s normal to me is like scary to him that’s scary I don’t want him to think I’m weird again
aauuurrrghhhhAREERRHRHGRHAHWGRGGAGGRGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH
I hate getting comfortable with people.
KILL my brain but like idk maybe it isn’t a bad thing maybe it’s good i feel like someone around him infact maybe it’s better for me I GUESS…
I hate getting comfortable with people.
KILL my brain but like idk maybe it isn’t a bad thing maybe it’s good i feel like someone around him infact maybe it’s better for me I GUESS…
August 16, 2025 at 4:40 AM
aauuurrrghhhhAREERRHRHGRHAHWGRGGAGGRGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH
I hate getting comfortable with people.
KILL my brain but like idk maybe it isn’t a bad thing maybe it’s good i feel like someone around him infact maybe it’s better for me I GUESS…
I hate getting comfortable with people.
KILL my brain but like idk maybe it isn’t a bad thing maybe it’s good i feel like someone around him infact maybe it’s better for me I GUESS…
I just want to feel like a person again
help me please
help me please
August 8, 2025 at 5:51 AM
I just want to feel like a person again
help me please
help me please
maybe more like Plant than Caz after sleeping cough
In truth, NEO is so much like me
not like, I kill people
but I mean like, emotionally and mentally, he’s like me
they’re shaped like my own mind
she and I are one in the same
Don is to them what Caz is to me, in a way
not like, I kill people
but I mean like, emotionally and mentally, he’s like me
they’re shaped like my own mind
she and I are one in the same
Don is to them what Caz is to me, in a way
August 6, 2025 at 2:44 PM
maybe more like Plant than Caz after sleeping cough
anyways, if anyone does read these, you’re really weird for not interacting
feel free to make your presence known, but you don’t have to talk to me
just scared sometimes
feel free to make your presence known, but you don’t have to talk to me
just scared sometimes
August 6, 2025 at 5:22 AM
anyways, if anyone does read these, you’re really weird for not interacting
feel free to make your presence known, but you don’t have to talk to me
just scared sometimes
feel free to make your presence known, but you don’t have to talk to me
just scared sometimes
In truth, NEO is so much like me
not like, I kill people
but I mean like, emotionally and mentally, he’s like me
they’re shaped like my own mind
she and I are one in the same
Don is to them what Caz is to me, in a way
not like, I kill people
but I mean like, emotionally and mentally, he’s like me
they’re shaped like my own mind
she and I are one in the same
Don is to them what Caz is to me, in a way
August 6, 2025 at 5:21 AM
In truth, NEO is so much like me
not like, I kill people
but I mean like, emotionally and mentally, he’s like me
they’re shaped like my own mind
she and I are one in the same
Don is to them what Caz is to me, in a way
not like, I kill people
but I mean like, emotionally and mentally, he’s like me
they’re shaped like my own mind
she and I are one in the same
Don is to them what Caz is to me, in a way
I don’t know me, but I try to
even if I fight myself a lot, I’d hope to one day be at peace with who I am, be someone that I’d like to see in the morning
one day, I’ll see through to myself and be who I am
I’m me, forever and always will be
even if I fight myself a lot, I’d hope to one day be at peace with who I am, be someone that I’d like to see in the morning
one day, I’ll see through to myself and be who I am
I’m me, forever and always will be
August 6, 2025 at 5:15 AM
I don’t know me, but I try to
even if I fight myself a lot, I’d hope to one day be at peace with who I am, be someone that I’d like to see in the morning
one day, I’ll see through to myself and be who I am
I’m me, forever and always will be
even if I fight myself a lot, I’d hope to one day be at peace with who I am, be someone that I’d like to see in the morning
one day, I’ll see through to myself and be who I am
I’m me, forever and always will be
I like being understood, I like feeling like I understand
being confused is scary, what do you mean I’m not able to comprehend something?? I’m supposed to know things, cmon, why don’t I know the thing?
being confused is scary, what do you mean I’m not able to comprehend something?? I’m supposed to know things, cmon, why don’t I know the thing?
August 6, 2025 at 5:13 AM
I like being understood, I like feeling like I understand
being confused is scary, what do you mean I’m not able to comprehend something?? I’m supposed to know things, cmon, why don’t I know the thing?
being confused is scary, what do you mean I’m not able to comprehend something?? I’m supposed to know things, cmon, why don’t I know the thing?
please know that as distant as I’ve made myself out to be, I want to feel vulnerable with you.
even if it hurts, I’d show you my world.
just as long as you could be there for me, like you are now.
even if it hurts, I’d show you my world.
just as long as you could be there for me, like you are now.
August 1, 2025 at 5:25 AM
please know that as distant as I’ve made myself out to be, I want to feel vulnerable with you.
even if it hurts, I’d show you my world.
just as long as you could be there for me, like you are now.
even if it hurts, I’d show you my world.
just as long as you could be there for me, like you are now.
I wish someone would cherish me like I cherish you
right now, I just want company.
if I could choose, it would be yours, but I’d settle for anyone these days.
I’m lonely.
I remember when we would create, and talk to eachother about our projects.
right now, I just want company.
if I could choose, it would be yours, but I’d settle for anyone these days.
I’m lonely.
I remember when we would create, and talk to eachother about our projects.
August 1, 2025 at 5:22 AM
I wish someone would cherish me like I cherish you
right now, I just want company.
if I could choose, it would be yours, but I’d settle for anyone these days.
I’m lonely.
I remember when we would create, and talk to eachother about our projects.
right now, I just want company.
if I could choose, it would be yours, but I’d settle for anyone these days.
I’m lonely.
I remember when we would create, and talk to eachother about our projects.
I love you, in ways I can’t explain
I thought at first, it was in a romantic way.. maybe it is, but I wouldn’t know.
I thought at first, it was in a romantic way.. maybe it is, but I wouldn’t know.
August 1, 2025 at 5:20 AM
I love you, in ways I can’t explain
I thought at first, it was in a romantic way.. maybe it is, but I wouldn’t know.
I thought at first, it was in a romantic way.. maybe it is, but I wouldn’t know.
well I’m right, you don’t get it.
YOU have a voice
YOU get to make snide cocky remarks
YOU helplessly follow the tails of others but get to GRACIOUSLY extend me a forlorn paw.
YOU have a voice
YOU get to make snide cocky remarks
YOU helplessly follow the tails of others but get to GRACIOUSLY extend me a forlorn paw.
July 21, 2025 at 5:54 PM
well I’m right, you don’t get it.
YOU have a voice
YOU get to make snide cocky remarks
YOU helplessly follow the tails of others but get to GRACIOUSLY extend me a forlorn paw.
YOU have a voice
YOU get to make snide cocky remarks
YOU helplessly follow the tails of others but get to GRACIOUSLY extend me a forlorn paw.
fine. Fine. FINE. if you REALLY wanna be like this, sure dude, go ahead, be like this. real mature. talking to me about lack of communication when you're out here burning bridges outright.
ofcourse, it’s my error, it’s my oddity, I’m the abnormality.
ofcourse, it’s my error, it’s my oddity, I’m the abnormality.
July 21, 2025 at 5:45 PM
fine. Fine. FINE. if you REALLY wanna be like this, sure dude, go ahead, be like this. real mature. talking to me about lack of communication when you're out here burning bridges outright.
ofcourse, it’s my error, it’s my oddity, I’m the abnormality.
ofcourse, it’s my error, it’s my oddity, I’m the abnormality.
hrghrghrghrghrhrhhrrhhhRAHGGHGHH WHY do you have to be this way? for what PURPOSE did you require yourself to act in such a manner??? can you simply not commune with me like any typical person? I don’t believe it to be CRAZY for I to be discomforted by your behavior.
July 19, 2025 at 4:26 PM
hrghrghrghrghrhrhhrrhhhRAHGGHGHH WHY do you have to be this way? for what PURPOSE did you require yourself to act in such a manner??? can you simply not commune with me like any typical person? I don’t believe it to be CRAZY for I to be discomforted by your behavior.