hate when i have the overwhelming urge to cry but i literally have nothing to cry about like brain why are you fucking like this

it feels so awful that i can’t apologize to someone i’ve inadvertently hurt because i’m scared i’ll hurt her more with my apology,,, i really want to make things right and it’s tearing me apart to be so powerless to do so

i wish i could get drunk

why do i have to drive away the people i want to make friends with
it’s so unfair
i didn’t mean to upset you
all i wanted was to be your friend
is that too much to ask

i don’t think anyone understands how fucking scared i am of losing access to hrt
i genuinely dont know if i will survive my body being forced to turn the wrong direction against my will
they’re already trying to ban hrt for minors in the us
but we all know
there’s no way they stop there
please help

i’m too depressed to make videos but the only thing i can do is make videos how the fuck do i escape this endless cycle of hell

can all the us politicians just die we need to start over

i made someone i really respect uncomfortable and was directly told we aren’t friends

it hurts so much,,,,,

getting very mildly drunk and getting sad that i don’t tell my friends i love them enough

this one fucking piece of shit has been stalking me for months why can’t he just get hit by a fucking train already he keeps coming back no matter how much i block him no matter how much he gets suspended no matter how much i leave him alone why cant he just die hes so dangerous why can he live free

i get violently upset when i see people mistreating my friends i want so bad to hurt the people mistreating them and run back to hug my friend and reassure them

it sucks because i know i’ll never get to show either party justice

hhhply shit vodka does NOT tatste good when u drink it alwone

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drunk taiko

my fuckin head hurty\

rage quit fallout and spiuked my tea i'm so silly