I don't know how to feel, considering he made 25+ years of my life a lie. I even changed my name cause of him. And yet... I still love him. It's odd, isn't it?

It's so strange how family can be so complex in our minds. My dad seemed lovely and supportive growing up, til we found out he had been a lying, cheating and manipulative narcissist. I cut him out for a while, but a little while ago I let him back in, and it's clear he still cares in his own way.

Congratulations Noel, happy for you!

.... I just use the purple heart cause I thought it worked better for platonic love... oh dear

I feel it also makes the pace feel slower as well, as you are just watching the ATB meters slowly fill while the anxiety builds as you hope your healer is able to act before the next attack. Just give me a visible or invisible turn order that is clear so I can plan around it