I "need":

-an intact phone
-new clothes
-a coatrack
-a cat

I so deeply want to let go.

I am invisible.

Won't be here soon and it'll take a while to notice.

The only reasons we haven't died yet are our friends. We love you.

The only thing I've eaten today was a bagel someone else bought for me 6 hours ago. Work break is over and I'll have to wait a few more hours.

Despite having a day job, I have to rely on the artist moonlighting to live. Wish I could afford to do whatever art I wanted. Those are real starving artist woes, I know.

I'm also terrible at marketing.

Too many emotions. Too many vectors.

Another launch with no sales. I should learn to give this up.

I'm home from work. I have not eaten. I will nap and then spend all night on a project that may or may not get me any money.

I can tell it's gonna be a rough one today.

I'm not buying any more art until my friends are paid back.

I can't leave. I can't stay. I can't seem to help my dearest friends.