times like this that i *really* consider the concept of getting 10k in debt to move back

can’t take any of this seriously because this is how it feels when i say anything mildly upsetting happened to me

“you seem super introverted” “i was like you but then i found friends” “that sounds like a very lonely way to live” “i didn’t notice that you were gone” OKAYYYYYYYYYY…

the absolute highlight for me are the instrumentals. it’s my first taste of anything industrial so i thought it’d sound kinda grating at first but idk!! it doesn’t!! that combined with trent reznor’s voice and vulnerable lyrics.. wow..

pretty little hate machine is really really good, don’t get me wrong.. it also kinda made me appreciate closer a bit more. it’s sorta like sexy at first glance but if you look at it for more than 5 seconds it’s actually really not sexy and just really sad.

let's get one thing right today

this is the worst universe this is hell

never trust bea as a group leader #truth anyways yeah sorry ranting too much i need to go to bed

but i don’t wanna say it because then im gonna be the designated leader if i keep doing it and I DO NOT WANT TO BE THAT CAUSE ITS TOO MUCH RESPONSIBLLITY and all projects that i lead turn to shit anyways lol

whatever it’s fine i’ll deal with it tomorrow