Barbatos🍃
@lordbarbatos.bsky.social
“𝘔𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘣𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘭𝘴.”
anemo archon / mondstadt bard
anemo archon / mondstadt bard
That is how it's going to be... okay then.
January 11, 2026 at 4:18 PM
That is how it's going to be... okay then.
Woke up with a bad feeling today
And to that I say
Fuck off
This is not gonna be a repeat of last year
I'm living my life
The way
I
Want.
And to that I say
Fuck off
This is not gonna be a repeat of last year
I'm living my life
The way
I
Want.
January 11, 2026 at 3:52 PM
Woke up with a bad feeling today
And to that I say
Fuck off
This is not gonna be a repeat of last year
I'm living my life
The way
I
Want.
And to that I say
Fuck off
This is not gonna be a repeat of last year
I'm living my life
The way
I
Want.
Whatever happens
No matter what comes my way
The sort of day it is
What it is that I'm feeling
If I'm not comfortable somewhere
I'll always have somewhere to belong.
No matter what comes my way
The sort of day it is
What it is that I'm feeling
If I'm not comfortable somewhere
I'll always have somewhere to belong.
January 11, 2026 at 5:43 AM
Whatever happens
No matter what comes my way
The sort of day it is
What it is that I'm feeling
If I'm not comfortable somewhere
I'll always have somewhere to belong.
No matter what comes my way
The sort of day it is
What it is that I'm feeling
If I'm not comfortable somewhere
I'll always have somewhere to belong.
imma crashout
imma crashout right infront of them
and it's not gonna be pretty
and i won't give a fuck
about what happens after
imma crashout right infront of them
and it's not gonna be pretty
and i won't give a fuck
about what happens after
January 10, 2026 at 9:47 PM
imma crashout
imma crashout right infront of them
and it's not gonna be pretty
and i won't give a fuck
about what happens after
imma crashout right infront of them
and it's not gonna be pretty
and i won't give a fuck
about what happens after
Favoritism
disgusts me.
disgusts me.
January 10, 2026 at 8:03 PM
Favoritism
disgusts me.
disgusts me.
i won't take being ignored any longer
if Sara isn't wanted around
then Sara will not be around
if Sara isn't wanted around
then Sara will not be around
January 10, 2026 at 3:48 AM
i won't take being ignored any longer
if Sara isn't wanted around
then Sara will not be around
if Sara isn't wanted around
then Sara will not be around
being honest with myself that i really don't
want to force myself to be in a place with someone that i don't feel comfortable being around of or talking to
to be able to talk with someone that i like and do feel comfortable around of
want to force myself to be in a place with someone that i don't feel comfortable being around of or talking to
to be able to talk with someone that i like and do feel comfortable around of
January 10, 2026 at 3:11 AM
being honest with myself that i really don't
want to force myself to be in a place with someone that i don't feel comfortable being around of or talking to
to be able to talk with someone that i like and do feel comfortable around of
want to force myself to be in a place with someone that i don't feel comfortable being around of or talking to
to be able to talk with someone that i like and do feel comfortable around of
i feel pushed away
finally and truly pushed away
but i guess i was a annoying pest, wasn't i?
sorry you endured me for so long
you should've never helped me become a woman
become me
i failed you
i just don't know when that was
i'm sorry
i'll finally
leave you alone now
forever.
finally and truly pushed away
but i guess i was a annoying pest, wasn't i?
sorry you endured me for so long
you should've never helped me become a woman
become me
i failed you
i just don't know when that was
i'm sorry
i'll finally
leave you alone now
forever.
January 9, 2026 at 4:11 AM
i feel pushed away
finally and truly pushed away
but i guess i was a annoying pest, wasn't i?
sorry you endured me for so long
you should've never helped me become a woman
become me
i failed you
i just don't know when that was
i'm sorry
i'll finally
leave you alone now
forever.
finally and truly pushed away
but i guess i was a annoying pest, wasn't i?
sorry you endured me for so long
you should've never helped me become a woman
become me
i failed you
i just don't know when that was
i'm sorry
i'll finally
leave you alone now
forever.
almost nobody asks Sara what she wants
if she's okay with something
how she would feel about something
if she would like to do something together
if her opinions matter
if her thoughts matter
if her feelings matter
they don't
cause they don't matter as much
the lonely bitch can go rot in her corner.
if she's okay with something
how she would feel about something
if she would like to do something together
if her opinions matter
if her thoughts matter
if her feelings matter
they don't
cause they don't matter as much
the lonely bitch can go rot in her corner.
January 9, 2026 at 3:39 AM
almost nobody asks Sara what she wants
if she's okay with something
how she would feel about something
if she would like to do something together
if her opinions matter
if her thoughts matter
if her feelings matter
they don't
cause they don't matter as much
the lonely bitch can go rot in her corner.
if she's okay with something
how she would feel about something
if she would like to do something together
if her opinions matter
if her thoughts matter
if her feelings matter
they don't
cause they don't matter as much
the lonely bitch can go rot in her corner.
I'M SICK AND TIRED OF PRETENDING ITS ALL OKAY
THAT I'M FINE
I'M NOT
IT'S NOT OKAY
I WANT TO FEEL LIKE I EXIST
I GIVE
I GIVE
I GIVE EVERYTHING OF MYSELF
AND I FEEL LIKE A SPECK OF DUST
SOME PIECE OF CRAP STUCK TO THE BOTTOM OF SOME SHOE
SOMEBODY KILL ME BEFORE I FUCKING DO IT MYSELF
I'M TIRED
THAT I'M FINE
I'M NOT
IT'S NOT OKAY
I WANT TO FEEL LIKE I EXIST
I GIVE
I GIVE
I GIVE EVERYTHING OF MYSELF
AND I FEEL LIKE A SPECK OF DUST
SOME PIECE OF CRAP STUCK TO THE BOTTOM OF SOME SHOE
SOMEBODY KILL ME BEFORE I FUCKING DO IT MYSELF
I'M TIRED
January 9, 2026 at 3:32 AM
I'M SICK AND TIRED OF PRETENDING ITS ALL OKAY
THAT I'M FINE
I'M NOT
IT'S NOT OKAY
I WANT TO FEEL LIKE I EXIST
I GIVE
I GIVE
I GIVE EVERYTHING OF MYSELF
AND I FEEL LIKE A SPECK OF DUST
SOME PIECE OF CRAP STUCK TO THE BOTTOM OF SOME SHOE
SOMEBODY KILL ME BEFORE I FUCKING DO IT MYSELF
I'M TIRED
THAT I'M FINE
I'M NOT
IT'S NOT OKAY
I WANT TO FEEL LIKE I EXIST
I GIVE
I GIVE
I GIVE EVERYTHING OF MYSELF
AND I FEEL LIKE A SPECK OF DUST
SOME PIECE OF CRAP STUCK TO THE BOTTOM OF SOME SHOE
SOMEBODY KILL ME BEFORE I FUCKING DO IT MYSELF
I'M TIRED
i hate it
i hate this
i hate it ALL SO MUCH
FEELING LIKE I DON'T MATTER
FEELING LIKE I'M ALWAYS JUST OFF TO THE SIDE
LIKE I'M LOST IN THE SILENCE
I CAN'T FUCKING HANDLE THIS ANYMORE
I SQUANDERED SOMETHING I WAS WAITING FOR FOR SO LONG
AND I KNOW NO FUCKING BODY IS GONNA CARE ABOUT ME
I HATE IT
i hate this
i hate it ALL SO MUCH
FEELING LIKE I DON'T MATTER
FEELING LIKE I'M ALWAYS JUST OFF TO THE SIDE
LIKE I'M LOST IN THE SILENCE
I CAN'T FUCKING HANDLE THIS ANYMORE
I SQUANDERED SOMETHING I WAS WAITING FOR FOR SO LONG
AND I KNOW NO FUCKING BODY IS GONNA CARE ABOUT ME
I HATE IT
January 9, 2026 at 3:29 AM
i hate it
i hate this
i hate it ALL SO MUCH
FEELING LIKE I DON'T MATTER
FEELING LIKE I'M ALWAYS JUST OFF TO THE SIDE
LIKE I'M LOST IN THE SILENCE
I CAN'T FUCKING HANDLE THIS ANYMORE
I SQUANDERED SOMETHING I WAS WAITING FOR FOR SO LONG
AND I KNOW NO FUCKING BODY IS GONNA CARE ABOUT ME
I HATE IT
i hate this
i hate it ALL SO MUCH
FEELING LIKE I DON'T MATTER
FEELING LIKE I'M ALWAYS JUST OFF TO THE SIDE
LIKE I'M LOST IN THE SILENCE
I CAN'T FUCKING HANDLE THIS ANYMORE
I SQUANDERED SOMETHING I WAS WAITING FOR FOR SO LONG
AND I KNOW NO FUCKING BODY IS GONNA CARE ABOUT ME
I HATE IT
this was it
my one chance
something
i really wanted to do
with someone that i really liked
that i expressed so many times wanting to do it
so
so much
and i just
i give up.
fuck me.
fuck everything.
fuck all of it.
my one chance
something
i really wanted to do
with someone that i really liked
that i expressed so many times wanting to do it
so
so much
and i just
i give up.
fuck me.
fuck everything.
fuck all of it.
January 9, 2026 at 2:55 AM
this was it
my one chance
something
i really wanted to do
with someone that i really liked
that i expressed so many times wanting to do it
so
so much
and i just
i give up.
fuck me.
fuck everything.
fuck all of it.
my one chance
something
i really wanted to do
with someone that i really liked
that i expressed so many times wanting to do it
so
so much
and i just
i give up.
fuck me.
fuck everything.
fuck all of it.
I'm tired of being
ignored.
ignored.
January 8, 2026 at 9:42 PM
I'm tired of being
ignored.
ignored.
You've made your choice, then
okay
okay
January 7, 2026 at 10:23 PM
You've made your choice, then
okay
okay
It all comes down to this one answer
Will I be walked over? Neglected, or appreciated today.
Will I be walked over? Neglected, or appreciated today.
January 7, 2026 at 8:45 PM
It all comes down to this one answer
Will I be walked over? Neglected, or appreciated today.
Will I be walked over? Neglected, or appreciated today.
Nothing hurts more than to be treated differently than other people out in the open
It's evil
It's mean
It's hurtful.
It's evil
It's mean
It's hurtful.
January 7, 2026 at 8:05 PM
Nothing hurts more than to be treated differently than other people out in the open
It's evil
It's mean
It's hurtful.
It's evil
It's mean
It's hurtful.
I'm taking a stand
Promised myself i'd carry myself into a better and healthier year for me with this one
If i'm to be ignored and forgotten about
I am not offering my attention back
I can't always be a puppy that gets kicked and comes crawling back constantly.
Promised myself i'd carry myself into a better and healthier year for me with this one
If i'm to be ignored and forgotten about
I am not offering my attention back
I can't always be a puppy that gets kicked and comes crawling back constantly.
January 7, 2026 at 8:05 PM
I'm taking a stand
Promised myself i'd carry myself into a better and healthier year for me with this one
If i'm to be ignored and forgotten about
I am not offering my attention back
I can't always be a puppy that gets kicked and comes crawling back constantly.
Promised myself i'd carry myself into a better and healthier year for me with this one
If i'm to be ignored and forgotten about
I am not offering my attention back
I can't always be a puppy that gets kicked and comes crawling back constantly.
If you won't accept me, then you'll lose me.
January 6, 2026 at 9:37 PM
If you won't accept me, then you'll lose me.
Something that I absolutely have come to, appreciate after being reminded of it so many times
You don't have to earn anybody's love, appreciation, or attention
If you give somebody your time, attention and love, and it's not reciprocated, then give yourself that value that they don't see in you.
You don't have to earn anybody's love, appreciation, or attention
If you give somebody your time, attention and love, and it's not reciprocated, then give yourself that value that they don't see in you.
January 4, 2026 at 4:34 PM
Something that I absolutely have come to, appreciate after being reminded of it so many times
You don't have to earn anybody's love, appreciation, or attention
If you give somebody your time, attention and love, and it's not reciprocated, then give yourself that value that they don't see in you.
You don't have to earn anybody's love, appreciation, or attention
If you give somebody your time, attention and love, and it's not reciprocated, then give yourself that value that they don't see in you.
I feel so, weirdly free
No worries about a single thing anymore
I promised myself not to worry about a lick this year and care for myself
For the first time in a while i feel
okay.
No worries about a single thing anymore
I promised myself not to worry about a lick this year and care for myself
For the first time in a while i feel
okay.
January 2, 2026 at 1:48 PM
I feel so, weirdly free
No worries about a single thing anymore
I promised myself not to worry about a lick this year and care for myself
For the first time in a while i feel
okay.
No worries about a single thing anymore
I promised myself not to worry about a lick this year and care for myself
For the first time in a while i feel
okay.
you cannot get rid of me
i'll fight on
i'll cry on
i'll endure, punch my chest to make my beaten heart dance faster
smile the sadness away, and hold deep in my heart the actual kindness and love that i've been given by the people who love me
because i deserve it
you cannot silence this voice, ever.
i'll fight on
i'll cry on
i'll endure, punch my chest to make my beaten heart dance faster
smile the sadness away, and hold deep in my heart the actual kindness and love that i've been given by the people who love me
because i deserve it
you cannot silence this voice, ever.
December 31, 2025 at 6:37 PM
you cannot get rid of me
i'll fight on
i'll cry on
i'll endure, punch my chest to make my beaten heart dance faster
smile the sadness away, and hold deep in my heart the actual kindness and love that i've been given by the people who love me
because i deserve it
you cannot silence this voice, ever.
i'll fight on
i'll cry on
i'll endure, punch my chest to make my beaten heart dance faster
smile the sadness away, and hold deep in my heart the actual kindness and love that i've been given by the people who love me
because i deserve it
you cannot silence this voice, ever.
i understand it now
i am
just a burden.
i am
just a burden.
December 30, 2025 at 3:58 AM
i understand it now
i am
just a burden.
i am
just a burden.
that friend was
not treating me well
they weren't giving me even the time of day
its because of them that i feel this way
i told myself
i told others
that i fell through with them
i hung out with someone who actually cared about me last night
and yet i just
can't stop thinking about them
why
not treating me well
they weren't giving me even the time of day
its because of them that i feel this way
i told myself
i told others
that i fell through with them
i hung out with someone who actually cared about me last night
and yet i just
can't stop thinking about them
why
December 29, 2025 at 11:27 PM
that friend was
not treating me well
they weren't giving me even the time of day
its because of them that i feel this way
i told myself
i told others
that i fell through with them
i hung out with someone who actually cared about me last night
and yet i just
can't stop thinking about them
why
not treating me well
they weren't giving me even the time of day
its because of them that i feel this way
i told myself
i told others
that i fell through with them
i hung out with someone who actually cared about me last night
and yet i just
can't stop thinking about them
why
i feel so damn alone
December 29, 2025 at 6:15 PM
i feel so damn alone