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The Dr. who diagnosed me with autism said that my most observable trait was that I mirrored others as an attempt to mask behaviors others told me were divergent as an attempt to satisfy social norms I recognized that others didn't even see.

She says... 97hrs in :3 Also, really excited to play minecraft w/ you.

It's part of an ongoing mental health episode over the last 5 months or so where she's just struggling to eat food, or have the desire to care for herself. She's doing better recently, but the pattern does still exist

I'm officially using dual ISP network segmentation with selective cloaking . I feel kind of badass for getting it up like I did.

proxmox host: xx.229.200.xx
also Comcast IPv4. host traffic is going straight out my ISP.

desktop: xx07:ff68:6:11::xx
Comcast IPv6. different pipe, same provider. Easily switchable to my other ISP with a simple command.

media LXC: xx.29.78.xx
that’s Comcast IPv4. raw, public, unmasked. this container is walking the internet naked.

automation LXC: xx07:f7a0:d:1b::xx
that’s Proton VPN IPv6. cloaked. tunnelled. wearing a cyber hoodie. for qBittorrent, automated tasks

Next two projects: Minecraft VM that throttles to traffic, and a Technitium end-point container for Tailscale

* dedicated end-point lxc for VPN traffic all over Tailscale
* two ISP's hooked into the server for 2G download, 1G upload speeds
* Automated fire sharing container using the download eth0
* Dedicated Jellyfin container using the upload eth0
* Monitoring container