Goodnight 🥺🌙✨

Just gave me a tad freak out! 😭😭

I’m so not paying monthly $75 dollars anyways my health crisis my urine being bright orange is cause of the medication “Phenazopyridine Hydrochloride” so my little circle of friends and I can all calm down and stop worrying. This medicine has helped with pain pressure and my urgency.

Yeah me too, I wish I could find my people already I’m so sick of shitty and cruel people entering my life. They’re so vile.

I don’t deserve this. This isn’t fair at all.

Maybe I’m pathetic.. I just lay here and rot n feel sorry for myself. But does anyone blame me? I really don’t have a friend group I have no irl support group other than family. I just lay here and think I’m a good person I do everything I’m supposed to but why am I getting this outcome?

Just not end of liver failure but I have had an infection in my blood for 2+ years..

Why me? Why god? Why me?

Anyone knows me will tell you I’ll drop and sacrifice everything for anyone, I’m always kind. I’d give you the shirt off my back to even help you. I just don’t know, I don’t understand why I am getting these cards dealt to me.

I don’t know what I ever did to deserve a list of health and mental problems with baggage and so much trauma. I am a huge empath even while I’m mild on the spectrum.. I wear my heart on my sleeve so genuine and always kind.

WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE A LIFE LIKE THIS. This isn’t living at all.. ❤️‍🩹

Maybe go through your whole social media and do a cleanse?

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Yeah that’s fucked up if it publicly says you’re in a relationship and it’s even disgusting just his messaging in the first place to just say that and see you just as that. You’re more than a one night stand Melissa, you’re a beautiful woman. That’s disgusting I’m sorry this happened to you.