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Lou Sidd
@lousidity.bsky.social
Tsuchinoko real
September 24, 2025 at 4:33 AM
That's one heck of a brib. Could be a stunt-creature in a fantasy movie quite easily without any alteration. But giving it a tiny blue quail-style feather on the head would be awfully cute.
September 24, 2025 at 4:32 AM
No one is going to come and beat me for my mistake. I am not going to be yelled at. But I still spiraled out of control and became dysregulated to the point of bursting into tears.
It is exhausting to have volatile emotions.
June 25, 2025 at 2:24 AM
But that doesn't mean it is not worth trying.

If there's anyone out there whose existence can be bettered with the words this body can speak... With the art it can make... The tales it can weave... Then, that is reason enough to push on.
April 21, 2025 at 1:28 AM
It'd be wonderful, to be universally loved. It'd be great to reach every person, and give them the words and care and support they need to become their best selves.

But such a concept is not feasible. Not everyone will respond to the same words and messages in the same way.
April 21, 2025 at 1:28 AM
The truth is; The grandest desire is to lay everything out. To be transparent and open and show the world every aspect of the configuration known as "Lousidity".

Perhaps the rejection we once knew will not occur again. Or if it does, perhaps it will be painless now.
April 21, 2025 at 1:28 AM
It has to be good, it has a cat on it. 😻
April 15, 2025 at 8:38 PM
An apology to me? That sweetens the deal. But I do not expect (or even anticipate) it.

I was raised by two people. A hardworking, honest, heartbroken man...
And a paranoid, perfectionist, passive-aggressive woman.

I wish to be better than my father, and nothing like my mother.
April 4, 2025 at 4:44 AM
Unless they force me not to.
I can be wronged, probably far more than is healthy. But you must show awareness and atonement for me to continue to care about you.

All atonement takes, for me, is seeing you try to improve and be better than your past. To show empathy and tenderness to all around you.
April 4, 2025 at 4:44 AM
Yelling at me, the same as my abuser did.
Yelling at me, as the shittiest boss I've ever had did.

If you can't talk to me about my mistakes, your mistakes, or even just misfortune without yelling or being hostile?

I will not care about you.

That may seem like nothing. But I care about EVERYONE.
April 4, 2025 at 4:44 AM
April 4, 2025 at 1:07 AM
Bump(?)
Today is my deadline.
April 4, 2025 at 1:05 AM