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roman/roz - they/he - 26 - 18+ - i like toxic gay people, cute fashion, and physics. ppl being inappropriate on any lolita coord shots will be blocked
also while there's some fanfic that does AMAZING character analysis, most is porn :/

hurdling, from your knees, and unfinished business tho...

(granted unfinished business is reformed toxic yaoi. toxic yaoi but one of these guys went to therapy)
July 22, 2025 at 1:28 PM
I GUESS I am a bingjiu enjoyer and that is. about as toxic as you could get. but also ngl that is literally just me relating to lbh and being attracted to sj. I don't relate to yqy or lgq so I cant live vicariously thru them
July 22, 2025 at 1:26 PM
the closest erha got was the scenes between cwn and hbn. but it's definitely nothing close to nosferatu since they end quickly and cwn has negative interest in hbn
July 22, 2025 at 1:26 PM
but also I'm kind of... glad to see a film where the "edgier" option makes me have to sit with discomfort and think about why.
July 22, 2025 at 1:19 PM
for me? this is a very rare case where I ended up more invested in the ~boring~ option. smth about the doomed vibe between ellen/thomas
July 22, 2025 at 1:15 PM
I don't think interpretations that are less favorable to ellen/thomas are wrong?

but as a rule of thumb gothic horror fans are always gonna be more interested in a toxic relationship, esp involving something inhuman
July 22, 2025 at 1:15 PM
and... idk, it leaves a bad taste in my mouth to imply that bc ellen liked sex with orlok, it must've all been consensual.
July 22, 2025 at 1:15 PM
I think some of her hatred of him is looking in the mirror, being forced to confront her desire. but I think, especially after Anna is attacked, it's an entirely serious hatred.
July 22, 2025 at 1:15 PM
I think it's important that at no point does he get upset at ellen. he doesn't see her as "unclean".

ellen IS attracted to orlok, but sexual attraction isn't romantic attraction. she likes sex and she likes it rough.
July 22, 2025 at 1:15 PM
I feel like the locket is such a perfect mephator. he never meant to give orlok the locket, he handed it over out of desperate fear. he didn't see this as a transaction.

yet... he still did hand over something so precious to someone he knew was dangerous.
July 22, 2025 at 1:15 PM
but ellen seems genuinely happy with thomas. some of it is trying to fit in, yeah, but i think she truly loved him.

and i think it's ridiculous to say that thomas didn't care or wasn't trying. thomas was desperate to fit into those same social norms.
July 22, 2025 at 1:15 PM
the main theme that stuck out for me was the desire for both a loving, happy relationship and non-vanilla sex. or even just actively desiring sex as a woman. in so many movies examining repressed sexuality, the "confirmed" relationship is portrayed as stifling
July 22, 2025 at 1:15 PM
I read a few tumblr posts to get the overall Vibe and perhaps a rewatch/sitting with it longer will change my opinions. + I do think they're influenced bc i can see myself in both ellen /and/ thomas
July 22, 2025 at 12:55 PM
never forget that lbh faceplants in front of all of his martial siblings and ming fan IMMEDIATELY tells sqq. no hesitation.
July 13, 2025 at 1:12 PM
also binghe may say he doesn't need friends but nyy was not told this (she was READY to be his kids auntie) and unfortunately for both of them ming fan and lbh are siblings who hate each other
July 13, 2025 at 1:10 PM
like yeah in bingge vs bingmei cang qiong is kinda hostile to lbh being there, but even by return to childhood things have toned down enough that cang qiong is in a loose alliance with lbh's demon realm faction and trying to smooth things over with huan hua palace
July 13, 2025 at 1:08 PM
qqq calls lbh "your darling discipe" and constantly talks about how cringe bingqiu is. she asks about demon realm specialties that arent lbh. wqw encourages her.

like cang qiong mountain is INFINITELY more funny about bingqiu than in fanon
July 13, 2025 at 1:04 PM
"oh lqg and lbh can't ever be in the same room" they're being forced into bickering bc lbh is being dragged to dinner with his martial uncles + aunt except now they're basically his in-laws and shizun needs arm candy
July 13, 2025 at 1:02 PM
my best examples are chu wanning and ford pines. if I described them on paper they'd sound so fucking catholic.
July 1, 2025 at 10:13 AM