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『“I'll kiss you and take a bite out of your lips, then I'll consume you whole, you'll be all mine forever”』
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how do I tell my mom to fuck off without being disrespectful and an awful child?
September 25, 2025 at 1:37 AM
OH OKAY so like,,,, u spend one hour scolding me and making me almost have a panic attack and now, 20 minutes after, u come to my room to spend time with me like nothing happened?????
September 25, 2025 at 1:37 AM
I get I u do 10 things at once every day but try doing it while every things gets u unmotivated and u feel like killing yourself every second of ur time alive
September 25, 2025 at 1:21 AM
istfg this woman never fucking listens to a word I say
September 25, 2025 at 1:21 AM
but then she doesnt know why I wanted to kms so badly
September 25, 2025 at 1:18 AM
one whole fucking hour of just is scolding and more scolding
September 25, 2025 at 1:18 AM
its been five months since the last time i cut myself but every day Im closer and closer to doing it again
September 25, 2025 at 1:17 AM
ofc it was too good to be true omfg
oh well this went better than I thought bc I was expecting mom to freak out
September 24, 2025 at 5:30 PM
September 19, 2025 at 1:13 PM
why am I so anxious to talk to my own family like omfg I literally just need to ask for a number
September 19, 2025 at 1:11 PM
I cant be trusted with money....
September 18, 2025 at 1:32 PM
bought a mini hiori figure life is fucking great
September 18, 2025 at 1:31 PM
I cant fucking do this anymore omg im so gonna kms
September 18, 2025 at 11:46 AM
"it gets better with time" then why is it only getting worse until now, when will it get fucking better
September 18, 2025 at 11:46 AM
gods why is there so much going on at the same time and fucking no one around to understand how is the feeling without judging me
September 18, 2025 at 11:45 AM
great now Ill have to rebuild all the life I've been building the whole year
September 18, 2025 at 11:44 AM
oh well this went better than I thought bc I was expecting mom to freak out
September 18, 2025 at 11:42 AM
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i am afraid of getting older. i am afraid of getting married. spare me from cooking three meals a day—spare me from the relentless cage of routine and rote. i want to be free—
September 16, 2025 at 2:40 AM
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i hate when you wanna talk about something that bothers you but you feel like you've already talked about it too much so you just hold it in
September 16, 2025 at 4:14 AM
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i’m stuck here in a cycle and i am getting older but i am not growing up
September 16, 2025 at 7:40 AM
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Now i know there's no one i can trust
I used to think there was
September 16, 2025 at 9:55 AM
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I would love to say that I know you won’t leave me, and that I’m just being paranoid, but the alarm bells are ringing so loud in my head that I’ll do anything to make it stop.
September 16, 2025 at 12:44 PM
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September 16, 2025 at 1:22 PM
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when i say i love you,it’s not because i want you, or because i can’t have you——it has nothing to do with me. i love what you are,what you do, how you try.
September 16, 2025 at 3:03 PM
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you know, love doesn't mean 'i never want you to change' but i don't think it means 'i don't care if you change' either. so i suppose it might mean 'i believe that you'll always be the person i adore.' a declaration of faith, perhaps.
September 16, 2025 at 3:32 PM