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🪼Starry🪼
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👑 Vent / Alt
🩵 Mentally Disabled
💍 Soul married to my Night
🔞 MDNI
My romantic grief is growing im tired
January 10, 2026 at 12:40 AM
Im tired of people with rejection sensitive disorder

Its used as a escape too much by everyone ive encountered with it

When will you take self accountability?

Coming from someone with lots of disabilities n trauma
January 10, 2026 at 12:39 AM
I hate millenial Tumblr type terms like heccin, booper, doggo- idk
December 19, 2025 at 11:58 PM
Generally tho I am genuinely alot happier and at peace but its really just romantic grief left but more so last shit at my ex revived month back im healin and ready to be taken again but w the right person

I know my emperor is near
December 9, 2025 at 5:24 PM
Why was it ever my fault that the universe loved me and didn't like you?
November 18, 2025 at 2:51 PM
I hate you so much for making me waste more lonely sorrow and tears on you, wasting more of my heart on you, more trust

I hate you for making my nervous system triggered like this, I hate you for making me feel like emotionally vomiting
November 15, 2025 at 5:20 PM
Lowkey wanna hardcore mode grind the half rest of this manga chapter just to be petty Since today's my ex wives birthday N she hurt me as an ex art partner this week, fuckin me over again but a bitch devours n prevails

IVE PLAYED THESE GAMES BEFOREE !!!
November 13, 2025 at 7:55 PM
I have such a huge yearning calling in my soul when it comes to whoever my soulmate is, like im meant to cradle his head in my lap and stroke his hair softly

I think he needs that alot and doesnt get it
November 12, 2025 at 7:18 AM
Shits crazy - I dont think ive known MORE of a lowkey selfish ass person

How i once loved you more than anything, fuck if I know and ive known some selfish ass people

All I know is I always deserved better too
November 10, 2025 at 9:27 PM
Dealing with pushed on me.sudden creator grief by humor again

OKAY BUT FINALLY I DONT HAVE TO FUXKING THINK BOUT ANOTHERS TASTE CREATING THAT I DONT VIBE WITH AS MUCH AS OG DAYSSS

WHORE OUT TIME jkjk unless
November 9, 2025 at 9:10 PM
I realize I always relapse into stress n ptsd ocd habits because of you
November 9, 2025 at 7:50 PM
All I want is to be the strongest with someone and not alone. And i will have that soon one day, but ONLY with the best I know I deserve now. I will NEVER let anyone hurt me like this, disrespect me like this again.
November 9, 2025 at 7:09 PM
So ill devour the concept and past with you, taking back the power and light i blessed you with. Taking it back as mine and using it for ME. Youll be nothing left in the dark but a empty plate.

You broke my heart for the last time.
November 9, 2025 at 7:08 PM
Ill never forget this.

Im never creating with you again.

No wonder hecate came to me to warn me to embrace being a vengeful force of nature being when the time comes.

The divine does not smile in your favor.
November 9, 2025 at 6:42 PM
You were such a fucking liar before when we rekindled

You havent changed.

But I have, thank you fer reminding me that.

Im so sorry to Barry/Berry, you deserved better than her too.
November 9, 2025 at 6:41 PM
Need a man who can keep up with me, need a man who protects my intense light and adds to it, need a man who acts like a fucking adult, need a man whos strong inside n out, need a man who matches my freak, need a man who makes me feel safe, need a man who I can tell everything to n not anyone else-
November 7, 2025 at 11:44 PM
I like my ex wife as a artist friend n even friend most times

But omg sometimes shes so tiring and im glad my rose tinted goggles are gone

And I know what i dont need to apologize for like- alot she does to herself dawg idk fuck u want from me rn
November 7, 2025 at 11:22 PM
My heart aches so painfully, i dont wanna be alone anymore romantically
November 7, 2025 at 1:53 PM
Universe, im so grateful for all you bless me with and I love my dreams

But oh my god, I am dwindling in my yearning grief for my soulmate

Its growing even when I try to blind myself with my fires light, I dont wanna do this far without him im sorry
November 7, 2025 at 1:48 PM
Why do I keep being around ppl who hurt my heart

Ive been battling with if ive lost my kind pure heart core I used to be too full off post my death rebirth

Inside me is terrified that im too disconnected to others feelings now

But the few times I open again im disrespected n hurt without intent.
November 3, 2025 at 5:06 AM
Hoping my new weed pills come in soon cus baby could really use a long overdue sedation night

Just a micro dose of drugs like weed n benadryl could do me wonders

Like my guilty little resets, better than me derailing back into psychosis so yanno

Tldr: im melancholic again lately wanna drug night
November 3, 2025 at 5:04 AM
My ma seriously irritates me sometimes tryin to talk to her, shes fr a airhead n im a patient person with processing issues but omg I repeat myself like 5 fucking times for one reply that cant be simplified anymore but shes screwed by her selfish driven thoughts usually even when its something nice
November 3, 2025 at 12:04 AM
Im so fucking sick n tired of everyone being so selfish, everyone loves to interrupt me to talk bout themselves or others

No wonder rebirth me was born with more protective selfishness, ill fight fer that kid me more than anyone else has.

Im tired of being disrespected
November 2, 2025 at 6:27 AM
I realized that I still put too much quiet faith in others changing that ive needed for so long - but thats not working in favor of my duty to my inner self at all

So! I realize I truly do need new better people to me and I wanna move forward and have more independence till I find better to rely on
November 2, 2025 at 2:08 AM
Just cus i moved on mostly, dont mean it dont hurt to hear ya talk about another man
November 1, 2025 at 8:07 AM