So glad you are here as well. I hope everyone realizes how much better it is. Especially now !!!!

Also, the fact I have no car and no way to get around has been frustrating. My plan has always been to have two jobs so I could get back on my feet. But without a vehicle that is almost impossible. There are other issues that have come up as I don’t even have clothes for an actual job.

I sit alone every day replaying every single thing I’ve ever said, done, thought.

I just want to be healthy again.
I want to be productive again.
I want to be needed again.
I want to be happy again

So now I’m back to square one.
No job
No money
No hope

No job, no money, no clothes. I used to be happy. Then I lost everything. I used to have hope.
I think what hurts the most is I used to be needed. To my son. To my pups. To my family. Now it’s just me

Also, the fact I have no car and no way to get around has been frustrating. My plan has always been to have two jobs so I could get back on my feet. But without a vehicle that is almost impossible. There are other issues that have come up as I don’t even have clothes for an actual job.

Right when I sincerely thought I was going to be ok and get everything back to whatever normal is.

Trying to find a new job has been a very challenging process. Cracking my rib again and being sick has been an issue. Especially with no insurance.