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@lucidreveries.lesbian.cat
alt account DON'T INT OR FOLLOW WITHOUT DMING ME WHO YOU ARE BECAUSE I WILL BLOCK YOU GRRR GET OUT
ramble/rant account aka i'll be more vulnerable here and less 'oh my god if i'm anything other than silly i'll get canceled'
ramble/rant account aka i'll be more vulnerable here and less 'oh my god if i'm anything other than silly i'll get canceled'
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@lucidreveries.lesbian.cat
· Dec 9
like in bio i might get a little more vulnerable but it might mainly just be rants about little things and stuff
interacting with main is fine (like reposts quote reposts n stuffs)
interacting with main is fine (like reposts quote reposts n stuffs)
i really do scare myself sometimes
am i really becoming bored of my own identity to a point where i rearrange myself into a new identity every two weeks?? i just don't understand myself sometimes man
am i really becoming bored of my own identity to a point where i rearrange myself into a new identity every two weeks?? i just don't understand myself sometimes man
June 5, 2025 at 9:33 PM
i really do scare myself sometimes
am i really becoming bored of my own identity to a point where i rearrange myself into a new identity every two weeks?? i just don't understand myself sometimes man
am i really becoming bored of my own identity to a point where i rearrange myself into a new identity every two weeks?? i just don't understand myself sometimes man
oh my god my legs are actually killing me this is not my day
June 2, 2025 at 6:13 AM
oh my god my legs are actually killing me this is not my day
i think rwby has left more emotional damage on me than i have realized
but the sucky thing is is it was very delayed so i'm not even sure if it was actually rwby or if i'm just feeling sucky
but the sucky thing is is it was very delayed so i'm not even sure if it was actually rwby or if i'm just feeling sucky
June 2, 2025 at 6:12 AM
i think rwby has left more emotional damage on me than i have realized
but the sucky thing is is it was very delayed so i'm not even sure if it was actually rwby or if i'm just feeling sucky
but the sucky thing is is it was very delayed so i'm not even sure if it was actually rwby or if i'm just feeling sucky
i can't believe i relapse just like that after over a year of being clean
it's not that i'm upset with myself more just annoyed cause there really wasn't a reason for relapsing i just did it.
it's not that i'm upset with myself more just annoyed cause there really wasn't a reason for relapsing i just did it.
May 28, 2025 at 10:39 PM
i can't believe i relapse just like that after over a year of being clean
it's not that i'm upset with myself more just annoyed cause there really wasn't a reason for relapsing i just did it.
it's not that i'm upset with myself more just annoyed cause there really wasn't a reason for relapsing i just did it.
TW // SH MENTIONS PLEASE READ WITH CAUTION.
i hate how my brain works.
i should really not be disappointed that i don't leave any marks. why am i disappointed.
logically i'm glad i'm not strong enough to bruise myself despite being able to push past the pain
i hate how my brain works.
i should really not be disappointed that i don't leave any marks. why am i disappointed.
logically i'm glad i'm not strong enough to bruise myself despite being able to push past the pain
May 28, 2025 at 10:38 PM
TW // SH MENTIONS PLEASE READ WITH CAUTION.
i hate how my brain works.
i should really not be disappointed that i don't leave any marks. why am i disappointed.
logically i'm glad i'm not strong enough to bruise myself despite being able to push past the pain
i hate how my brain works.
i should really not be disappointed that i don't leave any marks. why am i disappointed.
logically i'm glad i'm not strong enough to bruise myself despite being able to push past the pain
i'm not leaving them why do they always think i'll peave them
am i not trustworthy.ᐣ.ᐣ do my actions feel disingenuous i don'g understand anymore i don't get it
i feel so sick today was so mentally taxxing it went up and down and i'm so tired i can't breathe
am i not trustworthy.ᐣ.ᐣ do my actions feel disingenuous i don'g understand anymore i don't get it
i feel so sick today was so mentally taxxing it went up and down and i'm so tired i can't breathe
May 28, 2025 at 10:34 PM
i'm not leaving them why do they always think i'll peave them
am i not trustworthy.ᐣ.ᐣ do my actions feel disingenuous i don'g understand anymore i don't get it
i feel so sick today was so mentally taxxing it went up and down and i'm so tired i can't breathe
am i not trustworthy.ᐣ.ᐣ do my actions feel disingenuous i don'g understand anymore i don't get it
i feel so sick today was so mentally taxxing it went up and down and i'm so tired i can't breathe
why is this happening i feel sick
May 28, 2025 at 9:28 PM
why is this happening i feel sick
i was doing better i swear i was doing better but one stupid thought and now i'm back to this gross way of thinking about using myself as something just to get attention. why do i always objectify myself like this like some thing to just hurt just for any ounce of acknowledgement.
May 27, 2025 at 10:20 PM
i was doing better i swear i was doing better but one stupid thought and now i'm back to this gross way of thinking about using myself as something just to get attention. why do i always objectify myself like this like some thing to just hurt just for any ounce of acknowledgement.
sometimes i'm glad the people that would want me to talk to them about my problems can't see my alt. they'd be so disappointed in how fucking disgusting my way of thinking is. if not that they'd just feel bad for triggering it.
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
May 27, 2025 at 10:18 PM
sometimes i'm glad the people that would want me to talk to them about my problems can't see my alt. they'd be so disappointed in how fucking disgusting my way of thinking is. if not that they'd just feel bad for triggering it.
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
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i feel so self centered whenever i think bout relapsing just because i 'like the way it looks' or just wanting to do it to feel included like it's so fucking stupid.
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i feel so self centered whenever i think bout relapsing just because i 'like the way it looks' or just wanting to do it to feel included like it's so fucking stupid.
May 27, 2025 at 10:13 PM
tw// sh mentions please don't trigger yourself by reading
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i feel so self centered whenever i think bout relapsing just because i 'like the way it looks' or just wanting to do it to feel included like it's so fucking stupid.
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i feel so self centered whenever i think bout relapsing just because i 'like the way it looks' or just wanting to do it to feel included like it's so fucking stupid.
TAPS THE SIGN TAPS THE SIIIIIIIIIGN
May 27, 2025 at 2:24 PM
TAPS THE SIGN TAPS THE SIIIIIIIIIGN
someone followed my alt urm SCREAMS and like it's another alt but idfk who this is like hi who ARE YOU WHO ARE YOU
May 27, 2025 at 2:23 PM
someone followed my alt urm SCREAMS and like it's another alt but idfk who this is like hi who ARE YOU WHO ARE YOU
i hate hayfever i feel sick
May 27, 2025 at 8:19 AM
i hate hayfever i feel sick
changing layout on bluesky every 10 seconds cause on discord i'm always matching core
May 27, 2025 at 7:52 AM
changing layout on bluesky every 10 seconds cause on discord i'm always matching core
every tuesday i embrace my inner navigation system because theres always another person in the taxi with me but the actual fuckass navigation they use always sends them to the back of their house.
May 27, 2025 at 6:44 AM
every tuesday i embrace my inner navigation system because theres always another person in the taxi with me but the actual fuckass navigation they use always sends them to the back of their house.
uhm well we moved rooms to give them space they're probably not rly having the best day
like i kinda get it but also maybe thats just how i was raised / raised myself it was still kinda entitled behaviour but i hope they're doing better
like i kinda get it but also maybe thats just how i was raised / raised myself it was still kinda entitled behaviour but i hope they're doing better
holy moly this one person here is being so entitled rn like you're really REALLY pushing these peoples patience and kindness dude
May 26, 2025 at 9:40 AM
uhm well we moved rooms to give them space they're probably not rly having the best day
like i kinda get it but also maybe thats just how i was raised / raised myself it was still kinda entitled behaviour but i hope they're doing better
like i kinda get it but also maybe thats just how i was raised / raised myself it was still kinda entitled behaviour but i hope they're doing better
holy moly this one person here is being so entitled rn like you're really REALLY pushing these peoples patience and kindness dude
May 26, 2025 at 8:16 AM
holy moly this one person here is being so entitled rn like you're really REALLY pushing these peoples patience and kindness dude
???????? HOE BEDOEL JE NIET WAAR DAT WEET JIJ TOCH NIET
May 26, 2025 at 7:39 AM
???????? HOE BEDOEL JE NIET WAAR DAT WEET JIJ TOCH NIET
gwuh,, why do i just randomly like do this it's so annoying........ i was literally minding my fucking business and now all the sudden its really hard to breathe and my chest hurts and my legs just wont let me sit comfortably and i feel overwhelmed and want to cry.
i was fishing just a sec ago wtaf
i was fishing just a sec ago wtaf
May 25, 2025 at 8:42 PM
gwuh,, why do i just randomly like do this it's so annoying........ i was literally minding my fucking business and now all the sudden its really hard to breathe and my chest hurts and my legs just wont let me sit comfortably and i feel overwhelmed and want to cry.
i was fishing just a sec ago wtaf
i was fishing just a sec ago wtaf
this fish is my oomfs fr
May 25, 2025 at 8:13 PM
this fish is my oomfs fr
when i fish. it's on the web.
May 25, 2025 at 7:45 PM
when i fish. it's on the web.
i am so thirsty i was so locked into watching rwby i forgot i wanted to get a drink and now i'm rly thirsty
May 23, 2025 at 5:00 PM
i am so thirsty i was so locked into watching rwby i forgot i wanted to get a drink and now i'm rly thirsty