like how humiliating lmao

kinda afraid to drink at all though ever since I drank too much and apparently had a fucking meltdown. which I don't even remember

half the reason I drink is bc of insomnia like 😭 this has happened every night for as long as I can remember. I've been a good boy about alcohol lately but I am being tested fr

maybe this is why I quit journalling LMAO genuinely bc I feel like I wasn't always this open online (derogatory)

the thing about schizophrenia is sometimes you're right and that's not good