"this year" I meant like this first month of the new year. I think anyway

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IN a good way is what I meant. like a defeat against mental illness

LMFAO I just googled them and it lists the goddamn football coach in the immediate info. who btw was my 7th grade history / geography teacher as well

to amplify the american let's also mention how we had a church that wanted its own cop force 💀 that's not funny but it immediately came to mind when I posted that

none of them had been me and no one has lost the people I've lost / will lose. god grief is eternal and etched into humanity but ik I have to remember that LOVE begets grief and to love is to be human etc. etc.

how could I forget my nana lmao she was like another parent to me and she died in 2019 god how has it been 6.5 years. I'm all fucked up!!!

it's been a little over 10 years since my aunt died and my great-aunt just died right before christmas and my cousin lives 19 hours away and her brother sucks now and my mom can't get out of the house idk it's sad. I miss having a close family

just makes me uncomfortable idk