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@lulumen.bsky.social
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I'm never suffering again unless desire is going on later today | 🥞☕️🔄 | NSFW, freak-friendly zone | the writer's unironic fetish is violence and yaoi where they try to kill each other

20↑🔞 + he/him 🏳️‍🌈 + ic: @sutoraifuwu

https://ao3.org/users/lumensd
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Your eyes will thank me
Screenshot from AO3 showing a highlighted “Preferences” tab. Screenshot from AO3 showing my site skin set to AO3’s dark mode, “Reversi”
February 1, 2026 at 3:36 AM
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My unfinished outline looming in the background while my brain is telling me to write the next chapter Right Now
A room with overturned chairs and a large grey elephant with the text in Papyrus font “Address me” as a reference to the idiom “the elephant in the room”
January 29, 2026 at 7:45 PM
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Me watching Akira stand there while a guy he met barely 6 months ago tells him he hates him and everything he stands for and he wants to fight him holding nothing back and he’s the one person he cannot lose to and then if that wasn’t erotic enough top it off with a “I am the one who will defeat you”
Meme that says “I don't really care if something good happened to you. It should have happened to me instead.”
January 29, 2026 at 4:38 AM
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This isn’t hyperbole
Screenshot from me on Discord on December 27th, 2023. The caption says “This unserious ass quest” and the attached image is from Wizard101, showing a yellow quest arrow and a quest (written in comic sans) that says “Defeat Sea Lion and Collect Slobber in Walruskberg Harbor (0 of 2)”
January 29, 2026 at 2:11 AM
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Meme edited to say “Got a really crazy longfic coming up in the next 7-8 years. Stay tuned.”
January 26, 2026 at 4:07 PM
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This energy but also, like, fond. Seething (positive version)
TikTok screenshot of a guy glaring at the camera. The caption is vertical and reads “I don’t really care if something good happened to you. It should have happened to me instead”
January 25, 2026 at 4:34 AM
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Zeus WHAT?
Screenshot of a badge from Wizard101. It reads: Zeus Loosener - Defeat Zeus in Mount Olympus 35 times
January 24, 2026 at 12:35 PM
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> that's how you do the act like you never met me

☕ 6.0k
☕ Rating: E 🔞
☕ Friends/rivals with benefits post-canon
☕ #shuake #jjw

Hello it's here ^_^

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archiveofourown.org/works/78053006
Screenshot of an AO3 fic, "that's how you do the act like you never met me" by me, lumensd. Summary: "The list of places Goro can safely go in Tokyo without running into Kurusu Akira continues to incur great losses. This time, it's his 777 of choice, which is nowhere near his new apartment complex for this express purpose, and yet. Ineffable Joker will always find a fucking way. And if he can't, he'll circle like a bird of prey until a way opens up." Twelve years later, nothing is conventional and everything is deliberate.
January 21, 2026 at 8:41 PM
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Good morning I found this old clip from when I was farming for yen and items and accidentally recorded the most satisfying thing that has ever happened to me in this game
January 21, 2026 at 1:11 PM
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My gift to you all once the AO3 maintenance wraps up around 6 pm EST tomorrow. My final message Goodn ight
Meme of a rat smoking a cigarette with the caption "change da world. my final message. Goodb ye"
January 21, 2026 at 3:25 AM
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Good morning
“Can you take your shoes off before you start beating the shit out of me?" Akira says calmly.
January 18, 2026 at 1:30 PM
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I may have the brain of a 13 year old because this made me belly laugh. Excuse me
Screenshot from the Weather widget on my phone showing an umbrella emoji above the text “Wet tomorrow”
January 18, 2026 at 1:55 AM
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Stirring my post-canon mess cauldron to feel something
"I didn't expect to see you here," he adds after a beat, tone less lighthearted. Goro scoffs. "That's bullshit. As if your favorite gremlin wouldn't jump at the chance to help you make my life a living hell." "For her birthday, Futaba asked for a yearlong restraining order between her and snooping on you for my sake," Akira deadpans, which does actually sound like her.
January 17, 2026 at 10:48 PM
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Good morning
An image that says “Severe Weather Alert: Red Flag Warning. Severity: Severe. Significant threat to life or property” with “I should text him” in Papyrus font superimposed over it.
January 16, 2026 at 4:49 PM
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Tumblr text post that says "everyone wants me [smirk emoji] especially this guy chasing me with a knife"
January 11, 2026 at 6:39 PM
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I'm overdue for an out of context wip Wednesday
He isn't sure when the best time to say it is. Probably before he's about to hang up. "Well," Akechi says around a sigh, in a very final way, and Akira's heart jumps in a very odd way, "That takes care of the info I wanted to share." "Wait," he interjects immediately. Okay. Guess he's doing this. A slight pause, then: "What is it?" Akira swallows, then folds his dry lips into his mouth. I think I'm going crazy and I need you to stab me, he doesn't say, because that sounds actually insane. "Uh. I think we should have that rematch?" he says, which is only marginally less insane. Another, longer pause. "Akira," Akechi says, and the line crackles above his sharp inhale. Akira's heartbeat picks up, takes off running repeatedly into the walls of his chest. "Are you fucking serious?"
January 7, 2026 at 4:41 PM
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What am I doing here bruh
Screenshot of the 4 day long video I am currently referring to for a wip. The title is: PERSONA 5 ROYAL Gameplay Walkthrough FULL GAME (HD) No Commentary 100%
January 5, 2026 at 2:11 AM
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I'm a big fan of bluntly honest AO3 usernames
AO3 username in one of my kudos sections that reads, in all caps, "I USE THIS TO BEAT MY MEAT"
January 4, 2026 at 4:16 PM
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I was supposed to write today but instead I got absolutely captivated by this little diorama builder game (love it, just wish there were more clutter options) and made post-canon Joker's room in my head. I cannot stress enough how much I think this man does not own a headboard
A bedroom in the game MakeRoom. It has white walls and a dark brown wood floor. There's a bed low to the ground with a navy blue, black, and purple color palette, and one of the pillows is crooked. A black and white cat is sleeping on the bed. On the floor next to the bed is a round black rug with grey slippers on it. At the foot of the bed is a low brown and white desk with three drawers. A small stool with a black cushion is in front of it. On top of it are a laptop and mouse, a black lamp, and an open book with a pencil on top of it. There's a two-door window with open black curtains. Overhead are three string lights. To the right of the windo is a brown two-tiered shelf lined with books and a cat ornament on the bottom and plants and a smiling mushroom ornament on the top. Underneath the shelf is a string of four Polaroid photos. To the left of the bed is a brown and white nightstand holding a closed black book, a white teacup on top of it, and a red phone to the side of it. To the left of the nightstand is a light blue and brown cat window perch, and to the left of that is a cat tree with the same color palette. Above the tree is a three-tiered cat shelf with the same color palette as well. Finally, on the left side of the room is a white door, to the right of which is a brown and white wardrobe. On top of it sits a stack of three books and a cardboard box, on top of which an open cardboard box is balanced. A close-up of the makeshift desk area. A close-up of the wall behind the bed and nightstand. A close-up of the left side of the room, where the door and wardrobe are.
January 3, 2026 at 10:09 PM
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> is there room in your life for a little chaos?

💛 6k
💛 Rating: E
💛 #jjw

I was possessed by visions. This is a fic for the absolutely incredible @stealthnoodle.bsky.social's hilarious akeshuryu fic. If you recall how that one ends, this one picks up there!

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archiveofourown.org/works/76829666
A screenshot from AO3, showing a fic titled "is there room in your life for a little chaos?" by me, lumensd. The summary says: And then he opens the door, and then he jumps at least one meter back and smacks his head against the closet door with a yelp, because sitting on the edge of Ren's unmade bed holding a mug from Ren's kitchen that says #1 Murder Victim, is Akechi Goro. "I was invited to supervise your first blowjob on a man," he says, monotonous and unmoved. He sips at his drink before adding, "And, no, Sakamoto, I don't know why I said yes, either." It's Saturday at Ren's place. Ryuji cannot stress enough how much he was expecting *just* Ren.
January 1, 2026 at 4:22 AM
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Great news: I finally have a wip Wednesday to share

Bad news: I have no idea how to explain the context of what bull fucking shit I somehow tripped and fell into writing, so you can just have this
Ryuji: wow Ryuji: smooth, bro Ryuji: the god of sexting right here Renren: do you want to give me sloppy or not Ryuji: ok now dont put words in my mouth Renren: i hope to put more than just words etc etc Ryuji: im going to actually kill u. Renren: i'm starting to finally process that conscious threats on my life might be my kink Renren: can i suck you off at least once before i die tho
December 31, 2025 at 3:39 PM
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Everybody gangsta til Come here a sec
Akechi: Sorry, but I think it'd be best to leave. I'm only going to cause problems if I stay. Akechi: A shame I don't have glasses like you. Maybe I would have been able to get out of this situation. Joker: Come here a sec.
December 27, 2025 at 4:00 AM
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1. Among my published fics. I had to tally it up. I really thought sense-robbing path would carry Goro into the lead, and it did until I remembered I opened that fic with an outsider POV, so this was surprising!

I think it’s hilarious and fitting how close it was, though. He’d be so mad about this.
Goro 2120 2447 5089 6802 20320 (Length of SRB minus Haru’s POV) = 36799 Akira 5006 7906 8347 16135 = 37394
December 26, 2025 at 11:44 PM
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About to go home. I will miss my hag and her sweet idiot son so much
Bynx, an eight month old tuxedo cat, loafing on top of a cat tree and regarding the camera with an intense stare.
December 26, 2025 at 6:34 PM
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He will grab your hand with both paws and groom it
Bynx, an eight month old tuxedo cat, grabbing my hand with both paws and licking it. He’s doing it so fast the camera blurs his face.
December 26, 2025 at 4:30 PM