I'm going to FUCKING SCREAM

STOP!!! STOP IT!!!!!

He even asked "are you doing rebin?" And I said "no, I'm doing multis" AND THIS DUMBASS STILL KEPT ASKING FOR A FUCKING CAGE NUMBER

THERE IS NO CAGE DIPSHIT IM DOING FUCKING MULTIS NOT REBIN YOU DUMBFUCK

HOLY SHIT

Like how many fucking ways can I say I'm doing MULTIS from CART 009

Where the fuck did I say I rebinning????

No one says "I'm doing multis' while meaning rebinning BE A USE REBIN HAS ITS OWN FUCKING NAME

I don't even remember what I was initially trying to even do.... And then rent it due in 3 days fuuuuuck man I'm so fucking tired of dealing with shit all the time

And every time I had to go resolve an issue was time I wasn't working so my coworker ended up having to do so much more work and it just pissed me off so much that I was ready to leave.

I get you're tired. Everyone is fucking tired. But you don't have to make everyone else's job harder for it.

And then someone LOST THE ENTIRE FUCKING CAGE OF ORDERS

like they dropped it off at fuck-knows-where but no one can find it. Three separate people looked through the entire dropzone and couldn't find the cage

Every time I check this thing they add another week of mandatory overtime

maybe i shoudl jsut stop talking

maybe i'm just one of those unfortunate people who get to struggle and suffer through a miserable life and then die and be forgotten.
there are a lot fo people liek that and we don't even know they existed, becuase that's the point.

but i don't evne think i'd be happy then becuase i'm so used to misery that i all i can ever think about in a 'moment of happiness' is what's gont o happen when it ends? what cost will be paid for this one moment? and will it even be worth it?

i wish just for once in my life i felt safe and stable somewhere

i've never lived anywhere for more than 2 years. i don't have a childhood home. recently i've never moved form anywhere on good terms, it's always been an eviction

i just want to know what stability feels like, just once

i'm just getting really tired, you know?

like that exhaustion where you just don't enjoy anything about life anymore. where you just want to sleep and sleep and sleep because being unconscious is the only reprieve