i can't wait to start the show during the holidays cause i already know it will blow my mind

I'll start by the end of next week, sadly I can't start yet I hope I will be able to update you and I really hope I will actually fast and lose some weight 🙏🏼🙏🏼

Like that I won't have to worry about food for a majority of my day and I will have enough time to think about my meal so I will be able to control exactly what I eat and my intake each day + I will drink plenty of water and try to workout every other day (i hate working out 😔)

Luckily I don't celebrate Christmas or New Year's Eve so I don't have to worry about that and I can easily control what and when I eat while studying for my finals so I was thinking about doing intermittent fasting ? (maybe the best options if I don't want to trigger my binge eating episodes again)

anyway i was just venting a bit, shopping sessions always trigger me, even more so since I've put on some weight

I'm so happy to be here ! I can definitely confirm it's the cool table 😼

"everything is perfectly fitted to me" body, I would literally slay any outfit I can only imagine and cry seriously I'm so mad at myself I want to be skinny and wear pretty outfits so bad

everywhere and to look like shit in every single one of them because you're fat and built like a potato bag, im so fucking depressed as if it wasn't enough that I was ridiculously short already but I am also overweight ??? Hell I wish I had a model body, a skinny "everything looks good on me"

be a little bit unique and recognizable in my way of dressing, so I spent the whole week looking for inspo on Pinterest, being so so happy about buying clothes and looking forward to it but now that I actually went shopping I want to cry SO HARD, it's so painful to see this many pretty clothes