also whats this new youtube ui 😭
the hover color looks so out of place and the new icons look so "cartoonish"
the new video player isnt bad but the controls are unnecessarily big

I've already talked on my blog last year abt how kdenlive didn't feel like it was "for me" but overtime it has improved, plus I've been still occasionally using kdenlive and so learned some more in the process

so its worth a try to actually edit a proper video w/ it again :D

next is wiping the ssd and putting in something else
might go with either debian trixie or windows ltsc, probably debian
i just dont know precisely how much my irl uncertainty will last, theres a high possibility it will take even 6+ mnths so it might be a good idea to try new things in the meantime

I just wanna try keep in an all-retro vibe, and if I need the modern web I could just deal with the pain thats called supermium ("pain" bcs it uses quite a lot of resources)

Update: im just gonna cancel the stream entirely

Im srry but i-i just dont feel like it

Most likely I'll only strive to get the Windows 10 video up on time at least, and then what is next remains to be seen

Oh one more thing I'd like to add, I haven't necessarily been mentally stable these past few months, various irl events and circumstances have been putting a toll on my mental health and I dont really expect things to improve anytime soon

won't really have much time for the next 2 weeks due to The Usual Events, once they pass i will begin actually working on the lynxmic videos planned for fall (at least 2, maybe 3 with the filler initially planned this month, or even 4 or more if anything notable happens during this time, who knows)