And sincerely: I'm just venting. Don't worry that much about me. I'll figure it out eventually. It's just hard.

Pretending to be a person who can communicate with others at all is hard, my identity has always felt unstable and I never know where I stand with anything ever. I think at a point it just broke something in me.

I'm having spirals based on things I've made up in my head. I can't feel safe even around those I know won't hurt me. Everything is panic inducing.

nah, I have never ever gotten that read off of you, ever. People say disgusting fucked up shit about trans men! It's fucked that people give you so much trouble for calling it out

I don't think

wonder how the author is doing now