Sending love and positive feelings to you.

My mental health is deteriorating quickly yet again and I just don’t have the energy to keep fighting it and going through this cycle. I’m trying to keep going but it’s always something. What am I supposed to do? How do I get out of this? I just want sleep and music, is that too much to ask for?

That thought isn’t entirely fair to him, but I can’t help it. I know not every male is violent but I’ve dealt with enough of them to be overly cautious. I barely even want to be an adult anymore. Life just keeps going and happening and I’m tired of it. I just want everything to stop.

I’m planning on getting an apartment but can’t afford to do it alone, so I need a roommate. This boy I’ve been talking to wants to come with me, but honestly I’m nervous because the idea of living with another man is lowkey scary because I don’t trust that he won’t harm me.

I just peeped he misspelled eons 😭🤣