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June 2, 2025 at 10:45 AM
Hello
May 31, 2025 at 5:01 AM
I think math is the same as language, in that things can be constructed out of relationships. The same slipperyness exists in both but we’re better at building things out of math, or at least noticing we doing so
May 22, 2025 at 1:59 AM
oh. im just trying to figure out my dad. his contradictions are my own, have formed me.

it's really hard.
April 11, 2025 at 4:59 PM
who *am* i when im not chasing questions and pursuing after some grand vision? i fear if i let that way of being die something loving and nice and deeply good but powerless and weak, will take it's place
April 11, 2025 at 4:58 PM
Are power and love really opposites? Must they be? Why does love seem so squishy and satisfied with less than perfection? When is love concerned with excellence and form? Or, am I worshipping the wrong things?
April 11, 2025 at 4:45 PM
And yet, I fall short. I stay stuck. I cling to things that hurt me and make me blind and unable to love well, to take care of others well and even myself.

I desire more beauty, and more of god in the world. And I cannot for the life of me seem to force this into being.
April 11, 2025 at 4:42 PM
I believe (or used to?) so strongly of the importance of a “good king” or “healthy and good people in power”. I want virtuous people to be the ones taking responsibility, and have felt urgency to mold myself after that ideal I imagine.
April 11, 2025 at 4:40 PM
I don’t trust that others are doing what is right and this is behind my own grasping for power and virtue and responsibility. My grasping has come from a place of lack, of not being secure in myself—that if I could somehow rearrange the entire world I might actually obtain what I need to exist.
April 11, 2025 at 4:38 PM
That 6 year period it kind of felt like there was an intelligence coming into the world expressing itself thru both Ilm development and then also an organic component. It seems like they split or got scattered this past year

It got very kabbalistic for a while
April 10, 2025 at 5:14 PM
About the time gpt2 emerged I started investigating language and speech. I wrote a bunch about différance and how negation and the I AM name of god in language worked to gather to make lattice structures and how these structures were embedded in the body and also between the body and the world.
April 10, 2025 at 5:10 PM
It’s interesting watching this perspective emerge, because I tracked a similar understanding thru human minds and bodies along nearly exactly the same timeframe starting with the release of gpt2. Idk what to do with it now other than say ‘yep’, and it seems to be gone now, but it is all very pretty
April 10, 2025 at 5:04 PM
Ah. Yes
April 10, 2025 at 4:41 PM
What does correlate all its contents mean
April 10, 2025 at 4:38 PM
Hold the righteousness, I’ll take an extra large portion of Cosmic Help please & ty
April 9, 2025 at 4:13 AM
Sometimes ya really want a personal favor tho
April 9, 2025 at 4:13 AM
Are they good
March 21, 2025 at 10:56 PM
What is emergence to you?
March 9, 2025 at 2:31 AM
It’s Odilon Redon‘s mystical portrait of saint sebastian

good, isn’t it
March 6, 2025 at 4:26 AM
mtft4t
March 5, 2025 at 5:25 AM
March 5, 2025 at 5:02 AM