I know it's a garden spider and it isn't going to hurt me but why does it have to be so big!!!! Nightmare fuel big. Massive. Makes me want to cry.

My ko-fi where I sell my art
ko-fi.com/mahtheyzhawe...

My link🌲 where I have wishlists for medical stuff and other things.
linktr.ee/mahtheyzhawey

October Mutual Aid. Goes towards bills, medical, personal care, and November rent. If you want to just support a disabled Native artist share or donate. Also have my kofi where I sell my art.
PayPal.me/kiagbear
Cashapp $kiagbear
Venmo kiagbear
ko-fi.com/mahtheyzhawe...

Fudge ripple or cherry chocolate chunk. It's been a while since I've had ice cream.

Man I want ice cream.

Thank you! 🥰

Yeah. I should have them posted in a few days. I'll make a post about the shop update when I do.

Thank you ❤️

Working on the edging on the purple ones now. These are too cute though!!

Just me and parallel universe me wishing you a good day

All on different elm streets too. Kind of interesting way to present a crime show.

Everything was taken care of. Thank you. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ I'll delete the posts.

I'll also be updating my shop this week. I'm finishing up the edging on the beaded jellyfish right now.

2250/2500 made. My gas is overdue and has a cutoff notice for 24 hours from now. If I can get the rest I will be able to pay it. Disabled and unable to work a regular job. Anything helps. ❤️

PayPal.me/kiagbear
Cashapp $kiagbear
Venmo kiagbear

ko-fi.com/mahtheyzhawe...
ko-fi.com/mahtheyzhawey

October 5th. New month. #HelpFolksLive2025 thread. Something's *always* due & food is *always* needed. Things only get better with community action. *Now* is when folks need food, water, shelter, meds. *Now* is when we/the community needs to be there for each other. There's no one else. Just us.

Floofy!

Well now I'm super sad all of a sudden. I know why I just wish it didn't hurt so bad still. Grief is an asshole.

I think I've fully disassociated today. Feels nice. I may stay here for a while.

1950/2500 rent and utilities due yesterday. Disabled and unable to work a regular job. Selling my art and donations is how I stay safe and housed. Anything helps. ❤️

So close! ❤️

PayPal.me/kiagbear
Cashapp $kiagbear
Venmo kiagbear

ko-fi.com/mahtheyzhawe...
ko-fi.com/mahtheyzhawey

Life just be lifin and kicking my butt it seems

Nothing is going right today. I think I'm going to give up. Just go to bed and pretend I don't exist. Yes I'm being dramatic. I never got my rent paid today and I can't log into ss because apparently I don't exist and I never got my ssi. I think I got kicked off idk why. I just want to cry.

you are loved. pass it on.

Thanks 😊😊