to day with that knowledge pretty well. But that piece of me that is just so overwhelmingly not what I want to be or feel like is still so intertwined with everything I do. It sucks cause I know the people around me feel the effects of that shit too.

Gotta be one of the most poisoned, hypocritical and contradictory minds out there for genuinely no gain or meaningful reason. I can look at everything objectively and see it for what it is too, in the sense that I know factually I shouldn't have the thoughts and feelings I do. I can even operate day

We just spiraling out here. Full free fall headahh

They are okay!
And yeah it's def not something you get a lot of exposure to practice against vs many other things.

They are okay :3

Tldr: idk i spent a long time thinking abou all this and I am in fact very happy with how I am and I'm fortunate that I was born into skin & sexuality that I'm comfortable with and makes life easy.

Between masculinity and femininity in both a traditional and modern sense so I don't really care about either of those things. I think my desires more come from the fact that magic like in LxD just doesn't exist lmao.

born looking like that I'd be happy too but I think I'd probably spend my time online as a dude because the concept is to be something different in spaces that aren't irl.
So if born a girl id be a dude online^. I do think there are things about how I operate and my personality that swing wildly

def play dress up with different forms often but I'd spend the most amount of time with how I look now. Which you'd think is odd cause I vastly prefer to be repped online with a cute anime demihuman looking form. However I consider my online presence as like an alternate reality form. Ig if I were

limit. I coulda made separate posts about identity and sexuality but I'm lazy and kinda bounced back and forth between these discovery paths. I will say that the only asterisk is that if I had the ability to revert back to my current irl form after changing into whatever other form instantly I would

as a general rule. I think my past history of sexual abuse kinda cooked full on humans for me but with enough difference I'm into it. Full on furry, scaly and beasts/monster humans don't work at all but something like a demon girl with red skin, horns, fangs, tail and possibly wings is my upperish

combined total of ~6% on a high estimate. These are the costs that the companies cite as the reason for such an egregious price hike. They are crazy if they think people don't see through the greed, smoke & mirrors. It's all gotta go, a full burndown and rebuild.

What about the plans we made?
>"Idk anon, you're stressing me out."
>imma go make breakfast ig. lmaoo

To be clear I'm not mad it's just wild how consistent this chain of conversation is.

for me again?
>"I'm fine, and no I'm perfectly capable of getting my kid to school."
>ChooseSilence.png
>"Btw my parents and brother are coming out today."
>Nice, we'll need to go grocery shopping though. We don't have anything your mom can eat rn, when are they coming out. Wait..

Shots and home I can get them setup then do the stuff i need to work on?
>"Sounds great!"
>planestablished.exe
>wake up this am, Why is REDACTED1 still in bed and not at school?
>"I didn't feel like getting up or waking you up to get them up."
>Oh, are you okay? And should I start setting an alarm