mais
@maisieanne.bsky.social
KEEP WHISTLING BOY I WAS NEVER YOUR DOG
how the efyck do you tell your friend that missing them feels like missing part of myself
January 6, 2026 at 4:34 PM
how the efyck do you tell your friend that missing them feels like missing part of myself
had a very lovely wonderful time with James over Christmas and new years and I know leaving him is goi g to break my heart
January 2, 2026 at 3:56 PM
had a very lovely wonderful time with James over Christmas and new years and I know leaving him is goi g to break my heart
I was pathetic last year and I’m sure I’ll be pathetic this year too god help me!!!!!!!!
January 2, 2026 at 3:55 PM
I was pathetic last year and I’m sure I’ll be pathetic this year too god help me!!!!!!!!
I had a good run but I am truly back to hating being alive
November 22, 2025 at 9:00 AM
I had a good run but I am truly back to hating being alive
doing badly doing very badly doing poorly doing terribly how do I live like this
November 12, 2025 at 4:58 PM
doing badly doing very badly doing poorly doing terribly how do I live like this
I’ve honestly been doing really well for 3 or 4 months and I suddenly have a really strong urge to self h*rm and it’s so annoying because I’ve been working so hard to not get back here and I don’t know who to talk to abt it bc I can’t go to therapy atm
November 9, 2025 at 1:21 PM
I’ve honestly been doing really well for 3 or 4 months and I suddenly have a really strong urge to self h*rm and it’s so annoying because I’ve been working so hard to not get back here and I don’t know who to talk to abt it bc I can’t go to therapy atm
2 years since I knew I had to have more no matter what the cost. My only regret was taking too much
July 10, 2025 at 5:42 AM
2 years since I knew I had to have more no matter what the cost. My only regret was taking too much
first day of prac today. I miss when someone cared about these things
June 30, 2025 at 11:12 AM
first day of prac today. I miss when someone cared about these things
why has this infected every area of my fucking life I literally cannot do a single thing
June 29, 2025 at 1:56 PM
why has this infected every area of my fucking life I literally cannot do a single thing
I hope that when I’m gone someone will find this acc and see how much I was hurting and it’ll make sense
June 20, 2025 at 12:39 AM
I hope that when I’m gone someone will find this acc and see how much I was hurting and it’ll make sense
I have genuinely nothing to live for at all anymore. I know I always said my family but realistically they’ll be sad but they’ll keep going. Maybe it’d even sort Lucas out. And Like yeah Tim but I’m going to have to give him away anyway so?I have nothing and that is so freeing
June 18, 2025 at 6:47 AM
I have genuinely nothing to live for at all anymore. I know I always said my family but realistically they’ll be sad but they’ll keep going. Maybe it’d even sort Lucas out. And Like yeah Tim but I’m going to have to give him away anyway so?I have nothing and that is so freeing
really want to c*t myself so badly haven’t stopped thinking abt it for days and I know I shouldn’t and I’m trying to get better but I don’t want to reach out to anyone bc I don’t want to burden them but I don’t know how much longer I can resist it why am I so fucke d
June 16, 2025 at 11:51 AM
really want to c*t myself so badly haven’t stopped thinking abt it for days and I know I shouldn’t and I’m trying to get better but I don’t want to reach out to anyone bc I don’t want to burden them but I don’t know how much longer I can resist it why am I so fucke d
I feel fucking sick at the thought of this psych apt tomorrow I am so fucking stressed and I want to talk to someone about it but I just feel like such a burden
June 11, 2025 at 1:17 PM
I feel fucking sick at the thought of this psych apt tomorrow I am so fucking stressed and I want to talk to someone about it but I just feel like such a burden
decided im going to stop telling people how badly im doing, maybe if I can pretend to be happy and normal they will want me around more
June 9, 2025 at 3:09 PM
decided im going to stop telling people how badly im doing, maybe if I can pretend to be happy and normal they will want me around more
it’s actually humiliating that I finally brought up how bad my thoughts of sh are which was so hard for me to even say and they didn’t even seem to care. And the worst part is I actually get it. I’m a fucking burden and everyone is sick of me and I get it
June 9, 2025 at 2:13 PM
it’s actually humiliating that I finally brought up how bad my thoughts of sh are which was so hard for me to even say and they didn’t even seem to care. And the worst part is I actually get it. I’m a fucking burden and everyone is sick of me and I get it
I have never wanted to **** myself more than I do right now I can’t
May 21, 2025 at 2:29 PM
I have never wanted to **** myself more than I do right now I can’t
so crazy that even when I think I’ve made decent friends even they don’t like me ?? What the fuck am I doing wrong I hate myself
May 15, 2025 at 1:39 PM
so crazy that even when I think I’ve made decent friends even they don’t like me ?? What the fuck am I doing wrong I hate myself
watching someone care about you less and less in real time is the most gut-wrenching heartbreaking thing I have ever experienced
May 12, 2025 at 3:10 AM
watching someone care about you less and less in real time is the most gut-wrenching heartbreaking thing I have ever experienced
I can’t believe I’ve spent the past year raw dogging nighttime, now I’m taking p*lls to sleep and life is amazing
May 5, 2025 at 10:00 AM
I can’t believe I’ve spent the past year raw dogging nighttime, now I’m taking p*lls to sleep and life is amazing
I miss this place!!!!!! your head!!!!! and your heart!!!!!!!!!
May 2, 2025 at 2:44 PM
I miss this place!!!!!! your head!!!!! and your heart!!!!!!!!!
I don’t have a single reason to be alive anymore
April 30, 2025 at 1:45 PM
I don’t have a single reason to be alive anymore
almost k*lled myself on Saturday but then my cat gave me a hug and I couldn’t cope with the thought of no one being there to feed him the next day
April 21, 2025 at 2:49 PM
almost k*lled myself on Saturday but then my cat gave me a hug and I couldn’t cope with the thought of no one being there to feed him the next day
The poem ends, soft as it began — I loved my friend
April 12, 2025 at 7:46 AM
The poem ends, soft as it began — I loved my friend