i don't have favorites now because i've only found you again recently, but a lot of my favorites are from your ancient 2013 deviantart times. your art played a big role in my life and i don't know if that all sounds odd or parasocial to you but I am very grateful that your art was a thing back then

i don't know what i'm going to do with my life

my biggest idea was having an online store paired with a shop at my local street market, i don't want people irl to look me up and get blasted by porn. ESPECIALLY NOT young people, which my idea would probably appeal to.

nsfw is always "safe" in that i can expand anywhere and followers.. won't care, but they won't throw a tantrum over other things i try

sfw/ misc on the other hand is frightening cause i feel like literally one slip up could lead people to my nsfw identity and get me annihilated for being not normal

people would say "oh use a different username" but i associate so closely with mao (associating with an online identity so closely is probably a problem within itself) and i don't know what i want people to know "mao" as