And of course, I'm now overthinking everything, looking up bulgarian translation of basic words and sentences on deepl and imagining having a meeting with her to discuss stuff. At 1:30am. I'm even thinking of buying the life access to babbel to learn german and bulgarian. Brain is cooked!
5/5

Now, I'm into a "8 late shifts in a row" mental state, so really low/unstable. I already told myself before "don't convince yourself about feelings/attraction" especially if i don't know that other person. But with this weird "she might know" situation and the crush, I'm like "what do i do?"
4/5

Now the problem is : a really beautiful bulgarian coworker. Kinda having a crush on her. And well, it seems she's aware (unsure, coming from one of my coworker that talk with her coworkers from time to time. But I've noticed since that moment that she seems to smile and look a bit more at me)
3/5

Especially because my german level is low and if i end up with someone else, move in but it doesn't work out, i don't see myself asking my ex to let me come back in the house, and finding a new place by myself would be a really difficult challenge. So kinda on the edge with the dating idea.
2/5

Oh and i still have 2 shifts to go.

Can i listen to music without having to double check if that group just posted 50 songs in 1 week ?

Not the tax evasion charges !! D:

Third game, elden ring nightreign. Elden ring put me at peace with souls games and nightreign with the concept of "closing on you" zones. RNG can and will be an ass, but it's a good game to play especially with friends as the feeling of progression and the achievements makes you proud of yourselves.

Second on the list is rimworld. I have about 2.3k hours on it, probably the game on which I've never ever regretted buying dlcs day one. Colony building, storytelling simulation, mods? Mods! I've lost many runs and never reached an ending but i don't care, the fun is in the journey.

First game on the list is Disgaea 2. But the whole serie is a nice pack of funny stories, nice designs, good gameplay and interesting mechanics. Turn based game with a lot of classes, lovable characters, even the annoying ones, side stories and NG+ you can sink hours in there without problems.

Does he goes "blblblblbl" while compelling us too ?

Ah fu... I hope he gets better soon. Lots of love and hope to him and to you. Don't hesitate if you need to talk or just vent, we're here for you 🫶 and my discord will always be open for you.

Oh damn... is he gonna be ok ?

He is 👌