Raver through and through 🦖
Creator at Heart ❤️✨
he sneaks in my bed. Lurking into my dreams trying to make me scream. I’m never been so terrified to go to sleep. I can hear him calling my name the devil is no game to play. He ruins your soul and laughs at your misery. But in the end you thank him for his pity.
he sneaks in my bed. Lurking into my dreams trying to make me scream. I’m never been so terrified to go to sleep. I can hear him calling my name the devil is no game to play. He ruins your soul and laughs at your misery. But in the end you thank him for his pity.
I was looking in my mind trying to find the reason for staying, god so help me I swear I’ve been praying. For forgiveness for peace for anything that’ll release me. From this grip he has on me. It’s getting scary. I try and I try to get him out of my head but secretly
I was looking in my mind trying to find the reason for staying, god so help me I swear I’ve been praying. For forgiveness for peace for anything that’ll release me. From this grip he has on me. It’s getting scary. I try and I try to get him out of my head but secretly
by choosing to come back to this world
by nearly existing
I was made for this
made to bleed inside
while never showing the shattered vase of my heart
by choosing to come back to this world
by nearly existing
I was made for this
made to bleed inside
while never showing the shattered vase of my heart
am I made to feel this way
is this the path I chose
to lose everyone while still having them here on earth
is that my destiny
to feel so much pain in my heart that it breaks in all terms of reality
i’ve lost it all, if not by death by abandonment
by choice
am I made to feel this way
is this the path I chose
to lose everyone while still having them here on earth
is that my destiny
to feel so much pain in my heart that it breaks in all terms of reality
i’ve lost it all, if not by death by abandonment
by choice
the loneliness is all consuming
the hurt I feel is all too real
the way I can be mistreated in broad daylight and ignored as if it never happened
it’s like it never happened
and then i’m left confused
contemplating my reality
confusing my own mind
the loneliness is all consuming
the hurt I feel is all too real
the way I can be mistreated in broad daylight and ignored as if it never happened
it’s like it never happened
and then i’m left confused
contemplating my reality
confusing my own mind
faster, as we pick up the speed. the accelerator feels good on my mind
as I inhale again i’ve come closer to my destination.
are we there yet ?
faster, as we pick up the speed. the accelerator feels good on my mind
as I inhale again i’ve come closer to my destination.
are we there yet ?
I was dying in plain sight
and nobody noticed
as the smoke fills my lungs, I sink into the spot i’ve chosen.
i’m stuck here by my own doing
i’ve struck a cord that can’t be fixed
my footprints mark my mistakes like snow
looking out my car window, I wanna die.
I was dying in plain sight
and nobody noticed
as the smoke fills my lungs, I sink into the spot i’ve chosen.
i’m stuck here by my own doing
i’ve struck a cord that can’t be fixed
my footprints mark my mistakes like snow
looking out my car window, I wanna die.
#encouragement
#encouragement
and my very first post on Bluesky 💕
and my very first post on Bluesky 💕