everyone’s coming to my moms and we’re eating tamales & pozole 🤤

oh the vibes are sooo good

like you KNOW she didn’t just throw the songs into a hat for the last night. she probably was so excited to sing it and the crowd didn’t give her the love she deserves! and whenever debut tv come out people are gonna be like “omg i love this song it was my surprise song” 💀

the only reason i did it is because i got tickets day of for one of my shows at levi’s so i was hoping and praying the same thing would happen LMFAO and it did !! 😂

then the concert was ending and just looking at taylor and the dancers hugging was so sweet and it was hard for me to believe it was over. i am so grateful i got to be in that room its a night i will never forget. taylor means the world to me and im so happy i got to have this last night with her 😭🫶🏼

OMG I ALSO FORGOT WE GOT TO SING HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TAYLOR AND THAT WAS HELLA COOL! and idk if y’all know who dom is but i met him and got to dance to bad blood with him which was a nice fun little moment but then security told us to go sit back down haha but everyone i met was SO NICE

OMG WAIT I FORGOT WE MET MAMA SWIFT !!!!! miss girl just climbed onto her cabin and me and my friend saw andrea walking down by our seats and we got to say hi and she squeezed our hands and i’m my heart i knew that why we felt like we needed to get floor. we got that moment and it was so special 😭

but then she threw in the manuscript and i just stood there with my hand on my heart because i felt to many sweet special beautiful things. i truly felt so lucky to just be in that room. i didn’t care that there was no announcement. i didn’t want one! i was just happy to be there with taylor 😭

getting a place in this world x new romantics was honestly more than i could’ve asked for i was so content but then she gets to piano and sings long live x nyd x the manuscript and i died. long live x nyd made me think of rep tour which i never got to go to so it meant so much to my little rep heart

so many people wanted some sort of announcement but the ONLY thing i wanted was a debut song because debut means so much to me. and after 18 years of listening to taylor i finally got to hear a debut song live. i had immediate tears, that was for little marisa! nobody can convince me otherwise lol

THEN I FINALLY GOT TO SEE THE TTPD SET LVE! it was the thing i was most excited about and it did not disappoint. it was better than the videos ive seen online. it truly was an out of body experience haha just trust me. then we get to surprise song time! i didn’t care what was coming i was so excited

then taylor comes on and i immediately start sobbing LMAO! the show goes on as normal but this time (it was my 3rd eras show) i feel like i took it in a lot more. all the lights felt brighter. every lyric hit harder. every set was harder to say goodbye to. it was such a bittersweet feeling 🥲

some time goes by and gracie comes on and that’s my MF GIRL! she did so good and she started crying so obviously i started crying 😂 then we waited for taylor! we were stranding bracelets and making friends and taking pictures and it felt like i was home. i was truly in the safest place in the world!

my friends mom wasn’t down to spend all the money we did so she was going to go back to the room but she ended up finding someone there that sold her a tickets so she got to come in too 🥹 we went to get some food and i got the best damn mac & cheese i’ve ever had lmao i’ve been bc raving it since