It was hfjf

Aww!! My hammy is similar looking! Her name is Twix and about the same age lol

Hehe

It makes me feel very empty tho, I'm only truly coming to terms with it all now, in a really stressful time in my life 😭 I know I got it and I'll be okay and I'll find ways to express myself in safe manners but FUCK man

I'm looking back and realize I've always felt.. nonhuman. It's shifted greatly over the years but it's always been a wolf-like canine.. trying to convince my friends I was one, sneaking off into the woods to play as one. The urge I had as a youngin' to eat the steak my dad prepped prior to cooking 🤣