I cant talk about the details of these thoughts/fantasies because theyre not me. Not who i am

I think im unable to move on because I dont have anyone anymore. I'm unable to take a breath and think "well at least I have you"

Everything went away. Gone forever. And the humiliation and rejection..idk

The worst part is what happened afterwards. Where i got the job i always wanted FOR THE STATE but employees refused to train me because of reasons I'll never know. I tried to file a complaint to HR and was DENIED. It's like that hurt has spread to everything and causing me to be seen like a disease

Seems like people have evacuated my life with how obsessed I am over revenge. I've lost like 9/10 friends since then.

I don't blame them. I cant blame them

These thoughts wont go away

Oh its tempting then! We've been mutuals forever now, id love to meet you. Didn't realize you were that close!

Funny how when I was living in Ohio you made a similar post when you were at Anthrohio.

I would if I wasnt studying for my final projects. I'm immediately north of downtown Chicago tho so that's probably out of the way anyways

My professor literally gave me an A- when I got the answer wrong because I almost did a whole ass proof on why the t-distribution works.

*rather than boolean logic

Omg

The what 👀