your friends cutting you off was their own decision. i only went to them because i thought they would be able to help you best. they were even hoping id give you another chance. but you didnt let them help you get past step 1

even with those doubts i was still rooting for you but the woman complicit in hurting me is too irresistible for you. so you give this song and dance about how bad you feel before making more excuses for your fuckup after being caught lying yet again. i hope you have a happy life together

"i dont want to hurt anyone" as you continue lying to your friends about your commitments to better yourself while trying to frame me as some kind of nasty forbidden controlling ex. genuinely go fuck yourself. do you get some kind of satisfaction operating this way

at least i havent been vomiting anymore

a lot of people at work have been calling my hair pretty lately so thst makes me feel a little better

what did i do to deserve this