I don't front a lot and when I do I don't really get around to bluesky so I am sorry that I am so quiet....

New Amy, Same Account!
Recently Fused with a different alter who split from @megumimary.com not too long ago and I feel like a whole new girl!!
Older, more confidant, and my thoughts no longer cause pain 😁
I've really blossomed thanks to the combined efforts of the old Amy and Daisy
🗝️+🌼=🌸

I think the reason my head gets all foggy and hurts when I think too much is because I'm not supposed to think...
I feel most at peace with my mind empty and just letting others (my system or other people) tell me what to do or guide my actions...
I really do feel like being a doll suits me 🥰

I was told to go by physical
(Actually, Mommy was but still)
if you have a problem with me following you, let me know, and I'll unfollow!

The idea of having this wind-up key removed from my back just now was super triggering...
Are there other doll #otherkin who have this problem?

I think I see myself as some kind of doll
I feel more at peace with this giant wind-up key in my back, and I feel more confident if I focus on it...

okay so some memories are coming in but some are not...
like I remember Madoka Magica now but when I tried to recall something called "Magia Record" I had another Panic Attack
Apparently Mommy loves this show though...

I want to follow people but then I see the 18+ and I don't know if I'm allowed to or not 😭
Do I go by my physical age or mental age?
I don't wanna get in trouble 😭
I know I'm not going to age with the body like my moms are
so does this mean I just can't ever follow certain people ever?
So confused 😭

so like it looks like there's a lot more information on and people like us 🏳️‍⚧️ than there was 19 years ago but also there's a lot more meanies out there too looking to hurt us
how is it both the best and worst for us from my point of view?
(keep in mind I am still playing catch up)

so like... I see a lot of MDNI...
Does that mean me?
Physically this body is 35 but mentally I'm not an adult...
where do I fit in?
idk....
I'm still trying to understand this world....

I'm sorry...
I'll try to stay away from memories...

Okay but seriously HOW?!
This guy seems like a joke

😭 I'm sorry

😭😭😭
mommy is being mean!

so this is like myspace or something?

I was told to drop this here for "Plural kit reasons"