I AM LOSING MY MIND!!! WOWOWOWOWOW!!! I am so honored!!!!! 😭😭💕💕👏👏✨✨

*GRIPS HANDS BACK* I’m trying not to freak out just yet, but it’s hard not to. Just one more unexpected expense to pile onto everything else. Mentally, I’m hanging on by a string. The devil works hard, but 2025 works harder I suppose.

I was told to email and ask the reps for the exact breakdown of costs, so once they reply, I’ll know how knee-deep in shit I am. Then I’ll get to play the fun game of trying to figure out which pills I can live without, probably. (Which is an oxymoron because my antidepressants keep me alive.)

You’re not gonna believe this, but I don’t have a spare $100+ a month!! So I don’t know what I’m going to do. I feel like puking and crying tbh

So if the generic drug is $100, I have to pay $20. Times 5. (And that’s on the low end of the estimate!) Which means my formerly free meds are now going to cost me $100+ a month! 🙃 You know, the meds that stop me from offing myself?? Yeah!! Those are the ones!

Finally all of the inner senshi are complete!
It will be a while before starting the outers

The struggle is real