I'm so serious I love Fuji and I FEASTED this entire movie oh my god, behold her

I'm finding out that Tiresias canonically reisdes in an area of the Underworld you literally play through, but they gave the chance named character encounter in the area to Eurydice instead so. I'm conflicted lmao

I'm gonna miss Gura a lot. youtu.be/TrgXrJd50Fs

I'm trying to make peace with time moving so quickly but with so few consequential changes in myself. And coming to grips with it and the void of detatchment I've made in myself aches a lot, but the pleasant memories I have are making it easier to keep getting up every morning.

And I'm realizing, at least for me personally, more than missing Gura or her presence as a creator (i rarely tuned into streams after 2021), there's come a really solid divide between a "then" and "now". Everything is different but it's all the same, for better or for worse

I'm sitting here tonight, most aspects of my life from profession to gender wildly different, playing with our new kitten with the same string flier and looking at clips and art of Gura post announcement

There was a night in October 2020 really soon after Gura's debut, and I was up late with my first cat who has since passed and I miss her dearly. I was making her chase a string toy to burn energy and listening to Gura play Minecraft

Like, I've had lots of thoughts since the stream got scheduled about vtubers in general and like. community and making art and corporate elemnents in art and life. And I don't really think I can contribute to the ongoing conversation meaningfully with those.