Next year I want to continue to LIVE.

I will become even healthier.
I will spend more time with friends.
I will continue the job search.
I will continue making and enjoying music.
I will continue to fail and break.
I will continue to rebuild and become more like myself again.

I'm ready. Watch me.

Working at a music archive helped a lot. I've picked back up my instruments, started learning music production, and my vocal chords are derusting.
I also fell back in love with Vocaloid music!

I have also kept a plant alive for 7 months now. Doesn't sound like much, but I'm proud of that.

I started watching League stuff again after Worlds ended. Got the itch really bad, only prevailed because my PC ran out of storage.
Seems like LoL flu is circulating D:

Ich hab mir neulich einen neuen Monitor kaufen dürfen. Gleiche Auflösung, aber das Bild ist plötzlich so viel schärfer.
Bei Brille ist das bestimmt nicht anders. Meine Gläset sind so zerkratzt, dass sie nicht mehr klar erscheinen.

ARR pacing was so bad. I quit at lvl 38 when I had to spam Dzemael Darkhold or Stone Vigil to catch up to the MSQ level. And I quit during ARR patch content. People don't know how bad it was now that it got cut in half and leveling isn't an issue anymore.

It's a nostalgic feeling
Lighthouses and Djinn
I miss this forgotten world

Your reply had massive haiku vibes, sorry

I never had something I was proud of enough to share. But I've always been a musician. Never sat down to STUDY how to use a DAW well, though.
Working at the music archive reignited the flame. My perfectionism is dying, and losing weight gave me confidence. Perfect timing to actually start over!

Taking precautions gives one a grotesque feeling about this way of thinking. It's uncomfortable, uncanny. Too close to being fine with the idea of dying. At least for me. But it's something that one should do. Just in case the worst happens, so you can spare your friends the pain of speculation.

I had similar musings over the years. The idea of dying while your friends can't do anything but speculate why you're not responding... It's horrifying. Especially since my mum hit home how afraid she was when I vanished for a few months without a word. I never want to have someone feel that again.

Heißt das, wenn es um die Vertreter ginge, gäbe es schon im Mai oder Juni Schokokränze und Co.? Oder wurde da einfach "Projekt: Schoko-Klaus im Hochsommer" geplant?