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お名前は丸山愛/愛衣（めぐみ/めい）, 我叫赖美珠, 제 이름은 천미림/메이입니다! Chronic ill girl loving Asia etc! 20+ | She/Her | survivor | PTSD | #ActuallyAutistic | ISTJ-T
What’s a future scenario you think about more than you admit? — That since I'll be 30 next year my country don't really have any help for me, when I do wanna do stuff, but due to how schoo… alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
MeiMei answered: What’s a future scenario you think about more than you admit?
That since I'll be 30 next year my country don't really have any help for me, when I do wanna do stuff, but due to how school is I can't do it good enough, and can't be in normal jobs.. I don't wanna ...
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December 23, 2025 at 4:53 PM
What’s a future scenario you think about more than you admit? — That since I'll be 30 next year my country don't really have any help for me, when I do wanna do stuff, but due to how schoo… alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
What’s something about yourself that’s changed in the last year? — Stood more up for myself? No longer have any grudges since it only makes you spiral into the same scenario over and over, wh… alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
MeiMei answered: What’s something about yourself that’s changed in the last year?
Stood more up for myself? No longer have any grudges since it only makes you spiral into the same scenario over and over, which isn't helpful for ones PTSD
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December 23, 2025 at 4:51 PM
What’s something about yourself that’s changed in the last year? — Stood more up for myself? No longer have any grudges since it only makes you spiral into the same scenario over and over, wh… alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
What’s a feeling you experience often but rarely talk about? — i guess a ton of worry? with my health only getting worse, I don't have much to choose to do.. alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
MeiMei answered: What’s a feeling you experience often but rarely talk about?
i guess a ton of worry? with my health only getting worse, I don't have much to choose to do..
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December 23, 2025 at 4:50 PM
What’s a feeling you experience often but rarely talk about? — i guess a ton of worry? with my health only getting worse, I don't have much to choose to do.. alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
What’s something about you that feels hard to explain without being misunderstood? — How I got my PTSD I guess? alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
MeiMei answered: What’s something about you that feels hard to explain without being misunderstood?
How I got my PTSD I guess?
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December 23, 2025 at 4:47 PM
What’s something about you that feels hard to explain without being misunderstood? — How I got my PTSD I guess? alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
What do you like more, tea or coffee? — Tea 110% I really dislike the coffee taste and caffeine does nothing for me ;; alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
MeiMei answered: What do you like more, tea or coffee?
Tea 110% I really dislike the coffee taste and caffeine does nothing for me ;;
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December 10, 2025 at 7:28 AM
What do you like more, tea or coffee? — Tea 110% I really dislike the coffee taste and caffeine does nothing for me ;; alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
So, you haven't talked to your caseworker yet, how have you been financially supporting yourself? What were you on before s… — My parents gives me monthy allowance as they help my sister with her insurance so I live with my monthly stuff and a lil bit… alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
MeiMei answered: So, you haven't talked to your caseworker yet, how have you been financially supporting yourself? What were you on before starting school, and what are the 'mini jobs'?
My parents gives me monthy allowance as they help my sister with her insurance so I live with my monthly stuff and a lil bit extra :3 Don't remember the name but it's for those who are unable to do re...
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November 20, 2025 at 9:30 AM
So, you haven't talked to your caseworker yet, how have you been financially supporting yourself? What were you on before s… — My parents gives me monthy allowance as they help my sister with her insurance so I live with my monthly stuff and a lil bit… alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
What have you been doing lately? Have you started a job, education program, or any courses? — Been okay-ish, tho dealing with a period with my depression (had completely forgot how it used to feel not wanting to do any… alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
MeiMei answered: What have you been doing lately? Have you started a job, education program, or any courses?
Been okay-ish, tho dealing with a period with my depression (had completely forgot how it used to feel not wanting to do anything but sleep), so have looked into meeting with my caseworker to figure o...
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November 16, 2025 at 12:07 PM
What have you been doing lately? Have you started a job, education program, or any courses? — Been okay-ish, tho dealing with a period with my depression (had completely forgot how it used to feel not wanting to do any… alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
If you could have any animal as a personal sidekick, which one would you choose? — The Cassowary ofc cuz even zookeepers needs police shield to enter their area alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
MeiMei answered: If you could have any animal as a personal sidekick, which one would you choose?
The Cassowary ofc cuz even zookeepers needs police shield to enter their area
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October 13, 2025 at 10:01 AM
If you could have any animal as a personal sidekick, which one would you choose? — The Cassowary ofc cuz even zookeepers needs police shield to enter their area alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
When you make a mistake, how do you deal with the guilt or frustration that follows? — Don't really get it anymore since I stay to those I trust but ofc I see the mistakes I do in Monster Hunter or FFXIV which c… alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
MeiMei answered: When you make a mistake, how do you deal with the guilt or frustration that follows?
Don't really get it anymore since I stay to those I trust but ofc I see the mistakes I do in Monster Hunter or FFXIV which can be annoying
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October 13, 2025 at 10:01 AM
When you make a mistake, how do you deal with the guilt or frustration that follows? — Don't really get it anymore since I stay to those I trust but ofc I see the mistakes I do in Monster Hunter or FFXIV which c… alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
Have you ever felt like you didn’t belong in a group, and how did you cope with that feeling? — Stayed quiet after I had tried to explain and people saw me as rude alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
MeiMei answered: Have you ever felt like you didn’t belong in a group, and how did you cope with that feeling?
Stayed quiet after I had tried to explain and people saw me as rude
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October 13, 2025 at 10:01 AM
Have you ever felt like you didn’t belong in a group, and how did you cope with that feeling? — Stayed quiet after I had tried to explain and people saw me as rude alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
When was the last time you felt truly broken, and how did you pick up the pieces? — When my 14 year old pup finally passed on earlier this year, but finished school for her <3 alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
MeiMei answered: When was the last time you felt truly broken, and how did you pick up the pieces?
When my 14 year old pup finally passed on earlier this year, but finished school for her <3
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October 13, 2025 at 10:01 AM
When was the last time you felt truly broken, and how did you pick up the pieces? — When my 14 year old pup finally passed on earlier this year, but finished school for her <3 alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
What’s something you wish you could let go of, but find yourself unable to? — That we shouldn't have let my old cat Sofus out so he would have passed in the house instead.. alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
MeiMei answered: What’s something you wish you could let go of, but find yourself unable to?
That we shouldn't have let my old cat Sofus out so he would have passed in the house instead..
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October 13, 2025 at 10:01 AM
What’s something you wish you could let go of, but find yourself unable to? — That we shouldn't have let my old cat Sofus out so he would have passed in the house instead.. alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
Do you believe people can truly change, or do we just learn to hide our darker sides over time? — Some may actually change, some may just be narcissists and learning to hide stuff better alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
MeiMei answered: Do you believe people can truly change, or do we just learn to hide our darker sides over time?
Some may actually change, some may just be narcissists and learning to hide stuff better
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October 13, 2025 at 10:01 AM
Do you believe people can truly change, or do we just learn to hide our darker sides over time? — Some may actually change, some may just be narcissists and learning to hide stuff better alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
Do you ever question the purpose of your life, and if so, what helps you find meaning again? — I used to in my Deep Depression Era, but now days I'm here for my family, friends, and those I meet on my road alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
MeiMei answered: Do you ever question the purpose of your life, and if so, what helps you find meaning again?
I used to in my Deep Depression Era, but now days I'm here for my family, friends, and those I meet on my road
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October 13, 2025 at 10:01 AM
Do you ever question the purpose of your life, and if so, what helps you find meaning again? — I used to in my Deep Depression Era, but now days I'm here for my family, friends, and those I meet on my road alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
In moments of deep self-reflection, what do you feel most ashamed of? — How my autistic ass started the shit that have given me PTSD <3 alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
MeiMei answered: In moments of deep self-reflection, what do you feel most ashamed of?
How my autistic ass started the shit that have given me PTSD <3
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October 13, 2025 at 10:00 AM
In moments of deep self-reflection, what do you feel most ashamed of? — How my autistic ass started the shit that have given me PTSD <3 alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
What’s the darkest thought or feeling you currently get that you rarely share with others? — That I still struggle a ton with my PTSD and can't handle to hear a very common name without getting a reaction.. alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
MeiMei answered: What’s the darkest thought or feeling you currently get that you rarely share with others?
That I still struggle a ton with my PTSD and can't handle to hear a very common name without getting a reaction..
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October 13, 2025 at 10:00 AM
What’s the darkest thought or feeling you currently get that you rarely share with others? — That I still struggle a ton with my PTSD and can't handle to hear a very common name without getting a reaction.. alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
Have you ever pet a lizard? — No but I wanna so baaad they are so cute <3 alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
MeiMei answered: Have you ever pet a lizard?
No but I wanna so baaad they are so cute <3
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September 25, 2025 at 2:12 PM
Have you ever pet a lizard? — No but I wanna so baaad they are so cute <3 alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
How are you supporting yourself after graduation? — atm my parents are helping me, but are looking into early retirement due to my health and struggle with schooling even if I … alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
MeiMei answered: How are you supporting yourself after graduation?
atm my parents are helping me, but are looking into early retirement due to my health and struggle with schooling even if I wanted to do more..
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September 19, 2025 at 10:05 PM
How are you supporting yourself after graduation? — atm my parents are helping me, but are looking into early retirement due to my health and struggle with schooling even if I … alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
When do you experience sensory bliss? — laying in a sensory swing with rain outside alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
MeiMei answered: When do you experience sensory bliss?
laying in a sensory swing with rain outside
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September 12, 2025 at 4:17 PM
When do you experience sensory bliss? — laying in a sensory swing with rain outside alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
Is there any common autistic trait you don't have? — don't think so? I may stim a little less but i often do vocal stims or pick my skin alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
MeiMei answered: Is there any common autistic trait you don't have?
don't think so? I may stim a little less but i often do vocal stims or pick my skin
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September 12, 2025 at 4:16 PM
Is there any common autistic trait you don't have? — don't think so? I may stim a little less but i often do vocal stims or pick my skin alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
Is there any autistic trait that made you think "Wait, this isn't something everybody experiences?" — how one can hyperfocus on one interest for days at a time, one of the traits i gave when i was getting diagnosed alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
MeiMei answered: Is there any autistic trait that made you think "Wait, this isn't something everybody experiences?"
how one can hyperfocus on one interest for days at a time, one of the traits i gave when i was getting diagnosed
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September 12, 2025 at 4:16 PM
Is there any autistic trait that made you think "Wait, this isn't something everybody experiences?" — how one can hyperfocus on one interest for days at a time, one of the traits i gave when i was getting diagnosed alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
What's the most bizarre thing you've heard someone say about autism? — hmm one said I didn't look autistic? That we learn lyrics so fast, that we act childish. I'm thankful I've not dealt with ma… alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
MeiMei answered: What's the most bizarre thing you've heard someone say about autism?
hmm one said I didn't look autistic? That we learn lyrics so fast, that we act childish. I'm thankful I've not dealt with many comments since my diagnosis 13 years ago, tho the bicycle helmet image of...
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September 4, 2025 at 6:22 PM
What's the most bizarre thing you've heard someone say about autism? — hmm one said I didn't look autistic? That we learn lyrics so fast, that we act childish. I'm thankful I've not dealt with ma… alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
Did you participate in any extracurricular activities besides sports? Like cooking, crafts, band, etc.? If so, what valuabl… — Well we had cooking, woodworking and sewing classes in school so learned recipes, how to use a sewing machine and using wood… alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
MeiMei answered: Did you participate in any extracurricular activities besides sports? Like cooking, crafts, band, etc.? If so, what valuable skills did you learn, and do you still use them?
Well we had cooking, woodworking and sewing classes in school so learned recipes, how to use a sewing machine and using woodworking tools!
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September 4, 2025 at 6:14 PM
Did you participate in any extracurricular activities besides sports? Like cooking, crafts, band, etc.? If so, what valuabl… — Well we had cooking, woodworking and sewing classes in school so learned recipes, how to use a sewing machine and using wood… alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
Which extracurricular activities did you get involved in as a kid? Do you think any of them taught you anything worthwhile? — I did swimming from baby till I was 12 as both my parents didn't know how to swim, so I can swim back in case i fall in wate… alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
MeiMei answered: Which extracurricular activities did you get involved in as a kid? Do you think any of them taught you anything worthwhile?
I did swimming from baby till I was 12 as both my parents didn't know how to swim, so I can swim back in case i fall in water, tho got asthma from it like many professional swimmers which sucks ;;
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August 31, 2025 at 5:44 PM
Which extracurricular activities did you get involved in as a kid? Do you think any of them taught you anything worthwhile? — I did swimming from baby till I was 12 as both my parents didn't know how to swim, so I can swim back in case i fall in wate… alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
What is your favourite video game? — I love Ghostwire: Tokyo, but also the Digimon Cyber Sleuth series! alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...
MeiMei answered: What is your favourite video game?
I love Ghostwire: Tokyo, but also the Digimon Cyber Sleuth series!
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August 28, 2025 at 2:29 PM
What is your favourite video game? — I love Ghostwire: Tokyo, but also the Digimon Cyber Sleuth series! alterspring.org/@MeiMei/a/11...