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Mercer
@mercerpresseskeys.bsky.social
playing with who to be
this is an experimental version
every moment is a sacred party

https://linktr.ee/mercershavelson
cultivating a pavlovian relationship to my singing bowl where every time i hear it , it tells me ‘wake up you’re alive!’
July 16, 2023 at 8:18 PM
turns out the modern jazz scene IS where i belong

and there’s a subset of people in it who are just like me

i just didn’t really know how to vibe before that, so didn’t have access to that info
July 16, 2023 at 6:04 AM
i need more cultural conditioning
July 15, 2023 at 9:56 PM
i am way to insightful to be this unmotivated
July 15, 2023 at 4:10 PM
vibing w the universe in the bathroom
July 15, 2023 at 4:14 AM
reintegrating into standard social interactions after a period of pedastilzing mindful relating
July 15, 2023 at 3:23 AM
life keeps happening in bursts for me

i swear there’s some sort of pulse or inhale/exhale pattern happening
July 5, 2023 at 4:55 PM
OH FUCK THERES A CUTE GIRL IN MY APARTMENT
July 5, 2023 at 4:16 AM
think i just invented a new genre
June 28, 2023 at 4:19 AM
me: true happiness comes irrespective of external conditions

also me: the piano is clipping on this track I thought was done, i can’t be OK
June 12, 2023 at 9:51 PM
the year is 2054. people are saying shit like ‘check your insecure attachment’
June 12, 2023 at 12:48 AM
sometimes i think im being all present and mindful and stuff but im actually just withdrawn
June 10, 2023 at 5:43 PM
seeing video of me playing is great for noticing the ways in which i’m more and less embodied
June 9, 2023 at 5:54 AM
p sure my bodymind doesn’t wanna sleep if i haven’t practiced 🎹
June 8, 2023 at 2:03 AM
does anyone know how to deal w the specific trap of:

‘i’ll do things if i have people’ <—> ‘i’ll have people if i do things’
June 8, 2023 at 1:21 AM
u can just make your own bible

made entirely of sentences you collect from other people

or you could collab

or be the sole author

it’s all allowed. same w making a shrine
June 7, 2023 at 6:03 AM
this account has been intentionally getting less and less intentional

thinking ab shifting gears tho
June 7, 2023 at 4:02 AM
quick and dirty altruism vs. compassion:

altruism: Thinking / being ‘p sure’ what you’re doing is right; rationally reasoned; with evidence in long-ish time intervals

compassion: Knowing what you’re doing is right, being with the rightness in the moment; intuitive; emotional; real-time feedback
June 7, 2023 at 3:57 AM
and God said ‘u are always vibing wether you know it or not’

amen
June 6, 2023 at 4:05 PM
it takes courage to be outstanding!
June 6, 2023 at 2:24 AM
oh shit, do I associate crying or showing deep struggle in front of ppl w being patronized by them?
June 5, 2023 at 6:46 PM
career plan

step 1: continue to average 2 likes on bluesky
June 5, 2023 at 6:42 AM
what’s something you find more relevant now than you used to?

or less?
June 5, 2023 at 6:35 AM
good to remember that people actually have radically different salience landscaping

which makes theory of mind and relating harder
June 5, 2023 at 6:29 AM
using emoji reacts on zoom circles would be savage
June 4, 2023 at 12:15 AM